Chapter6- Depressed or Happy

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* Kayla's POV *

Today was the day I was going to hate I know it. Today was the funeral of both of my parents. They died of a tornado and I hate them now. I use to think they were so cool and now I just plain hate them. Maybe life would be different if I stayed home that day maybe I could've saved them but what if Amy died. I would of never if met my mate. Me and my mate are going slow because of me. I felt bad for being the reason, I know he is ready but I just don't want to. I kinda don't want a mate cause of the things they can do. Like if they died, I would suffer and one day give up on life and kill myself. That's what happened to my aunt. I miss her so much but she is gone now and I can't do anything about it. After the funeral tonight Paige and lily my sisters are gonna move into there own house. But amy,Austin, and Alex are staying in the pack house I guess you could say.

I wore a dress that has lace sleeves and it was in the mid thigh. It had sandals with two Jules. A handbag and a pair set of glasses. I did my makeup to which is a smoky eye with eyeliner and lipgloss. I kept the earrings and bow out cause I didn't like it personally.

 I kept the earrings and bow out cause I didn't like it personally

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I don't want a mate. I don't need one. They also make you fall so damn hard that once they are gone so is your heart. It shatters into a million pieces so what's the point.

"So that's what you think about mate uh." Alex said. I didn't even realize he came in.

"Yes what's the point!" I yelled back

"The point is they make you happy and give you a lifetime of love." He said and I scoffed

"They also give you heart break and live isn't real, why don't you learn." I said as I passed him but he grabbed my wrist.

"When are you gonna learn that maybe just maybe mates wanna make them happy. They wanna be the reasons for their happiness. They wanna feel the intense shocks that make them feel like they belong they. The one that keeps you safe from all harms and dangers. The ones that give you the children you never got. That's called love, why don't you learn." He spat while I felt scolded. I whimpered.

"They also make you feel like absolute shit. They can reject you and you will feel this void and empty feeling in your heart that makes your wolf hide for years and years until you finally give up. Cause you die slowly inside and out." I said

"WHEN ARE YOU GONNA LEARN THAT I AM NIT ASSHOLES LIKE THEM OKAY AND I JUST WANNA MAKE YOU HAPPY AND SAFE AND I WANNA MAKE YOU FEEL WANTED AND LOVED. I WANNA BE THE DAD OF OUR PUPS. JUST GIVE ME A CHANCE." He yelled

I ran to him and kissed him with all I have got. Our lips moved at a intense paste as we desperately wanted more. I pulled away for breath and unwrapped my arms.

"Sorry." I mumbled, while he smiled like a idiot

"Don't be, I can't wait until I can mark you." He said proudly

"I can't wait either." I said smiling but then shock filled me. Oh shit I said that out loud. Just then a knock interrupted our scene.

"Come in." I yelled as I moved away from Alex while he frowned.

"Hey it's time." That when I noticed what today was and frowned. My wolf whimpered as we lost our parents.

"Hey it's okay I'm here, Please don't be upset." But I didn't listen to Alex I was to upset as a ignored him.

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