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Secrets - Grayson

This was a request from girlinwonderland7  I hope you like it 😊 you didn't leave a name so I apologize :( I also don't know a lot about diabetes, so I'm sorry if I get information wrong 😁

Your POV:

I've been dating Grayson for two years now, and we've told each other everything. Well, almost everything.

I have yet to tell him I have diabetes. I know it may sound easy to do, but it's really not. I don't even know how to tell him. 

Do i just bring it up randomly in a conversation? Or do I ask him to help me with my insulin one day? I'll see what happens and do something when it feels right. Would he find my insulin one day and wonder what it's for? I've hidden it away from him every time he was over and I needed it; I'm surprised he hasn't looked through my cabinets when he's been bored, or accidentally stumbled upon it while looking for something else.

I sat on my bed, scrolling through my phone, while thinking of ways to tell him. I want to tell him because he deserves to know, I mean he's my boyfriend; we're supposed to tell each other everything. I sighed, getting up to get dressed, remembering that 4OU tour was here tonight, and I promised Grayson and Ethan I would come and visit. I put on one of their shirts that they had sent me as a present, along with a pair of shorts. I did my hair, makeup, everything i usually do, and headed out the door, and to the venue. Yeah, I was early, but I wanted to spend time with them before they got all messy and sweaty.

Once at the venue, I parked and walked in the old building, already seeing a line of fans waiting to get in. They immediately recognized me and started to scream.

"(Y/N)! (Y/N)! Can you sneak us in?" One girl yelled at me. I laughed a little and shook my head.

"Sorry. I'm really only allowed to bring family or friends in. I wish I could, though." She sadly smiled as i continued to walk down a dimly lit hallway that led to backstage. Once I arrived at the door that said, in big bold letters 'BACKSTAGE' I pushed the door open and smiled once I saw them sitting on a couch, scrolling through their phones. Grayson immediately noticed me, getting up while grinning widely, hugging me tightly. I hugged him back as tight as he did, and he pressed a kiss to my head.

"I'm so glad you could come tonight (Y/N). It's a special show, and not just because it's in New Jersey, but also because you're here." He finally pressed a kiss to my lips, but were interrupted by Ethan yelling at us.

"Gray! Show's about to start! Quit swapping spit with your girlfriend for now. You'll see her later." I sighed, finding out I got here too late to actually spend enough time with them before.

"Have fun guys! I'll see you after the show. And Gray, are you still gonna stay here after tonight?"

"Yeah. Ethan's gonna fly back to LA, and I'm gonna stay here with you and spend time together. Our next show isn't for a month or so." I nodded and gave him one last kiss, before he disappeared to go on stage. I slowly made my way to the side of the stage to watch them, not wanting to sit all alone backstage for about 45 minutes or an hour.

While they messed around on stage, fans kept noticing me on the side, and everyone kept waving to me. I honestly didn't want to be the center of attention at the moment, as the boys were performing. I felt bad, but I started to ignore them; they should be focusing their attention on the guys, not me.

Grayson did point me out once, and also kept looking at me throughout the show.

I continued to watch them perform, laughing when Ethan gets cake smashed in his face. I also stared at Grayson for a few seconds, maybe more, when he took his shirt off. I mean who wouldn't, right?