SHE IS MY LIFE Book 3

chapter 4

Kat POV

As soon as me and Zayn got home from Liam and Jennifer wedding I could I blame myself for what happened because I was the one that he was shooting at and stuff like that I just pray and hope nobody got hurt from what I know nobody did and I can really kill Pamela of her going crazy trying to stop him and she almost put herself in danger

Zayn - baby you ok

Kat - now that I know everybody's okay and the reception and everything went okay but I still can't get over the fact that before the wedding started my crazy ex boyfriend started shooting at everybody I feel like it's all my fault

Zayn - baby trust me when I say none of this is your fault I mean Ashton just happens to be crazy that all

Kat - I guess you're right it's just I don't like the fact that my past is coming back to haunt me

Zayn - come here baby we're going to be ok tonight don't worry about it everybody safe and sound back of their house and checking into things making sure everything is ok more than likely they'll Pamela more than the other bodyguards are trying to figure out where his next move can be since Pamela and Paula team as the head security guards I couldn't when they put her up to head but I think it's because of how quick she thinks and it's easier on Paul to have a person working with him because he's not just security guard he's also a manager on the road so this eases up his workload a little bit and the fans still have no clue that I'm coming back once the house is over they just think of me still doing my solo stuff which I'm going to continue but when they see it as all five of us again and I hope that is what everybody is going to love

Kat - I guess you're right but I'm just so sick and tired of him always trying to f****** my life do you know before me and Ashton were together that used to be married and have a daughter he had a great life and everything but his drug problem got so bad that my father forced him to start dating me and everything because you see my father was a drug dealer and the way he treated me was my father would force him that way I'm wondering if he is still under my father's control or is he just gone too far and another thing you should know Ashton has a daughter and like I told you and she's sick she has leukemia so that's another reason why he does what my father says I never ever told me that before because I really didn't want to make him feel vulnerable but then again he's not really a bad guy he's just what my father is putting him through so until you know that my father is really in the bad guy

Zayn - you mean to tell me that if your father wasn't the way he was doing drugs and everything getting people hooked if he didn't make Ashton get so into debt with him as you would probably have got his s*** together he's too far gone there because your dad your father is f***** up no offense babe

Kat - no offense taken about that baby it's just the fact that my father really don't give a s*** because he he's not just a guy that would try to hurt my mother and me and tried to pick me up he's one of the most Wanted drug dealers and there's not much I can do because I don't know how to catch him in the ACT I wish I could tell the cops more about it but he is definitely one of the world's most wanted

Zayn - wow so it's almost like your fathers and some type of gang or something by the sounds of things or is it some type of mob this is really crazy that look all that but there's no way I'm going to let anything happen to you

Kat - I know there's no way you're going to let anything happen to me but all I have to say is why did I kind of had to get boring to me the daughter of a crazy nut job don't get me wrong I love being in the world and I'm glad I was born but my father is not all there

Zayn - you know if we do prove that your father is the one behind everything we might be able to get a Ashton the help that he needs so he can somehow try to get his life back on track he still might need to go to jail for the things that he did everything but it might be as high as charges that her father will have and hopefully everything will work out that you could somehow be back in his daughter's life again

Kat - yeah the whole time he was with me he said no offense it's just cuz he knew we had no choice but to do this cuz of my father he said he was definitely missing his wife and daughter I mean he was forced to get divorced and everything because of my dad and to tell you the truth his ex-wife knows the truth I never lied to her nothing about that he said if there was ever a way that he can get out of this and get back to her she would and she said if that ever happens and if she's not with anybody know she'll take him back because if she's moved on just not going to strep but she has you know what the fool but if she can't find someone who's still single and things work out she'll take him back because she still do care and love them

Zayn - so what does ex-wife's name

Kat - her name is Kay and is daughter name is may so it's kinda cute that the mother and daughter is named kind of rhyme

Zayn - yeah you're right about that but I know one thing's for sure baby we are both very exhausted and tired from being at that wedding all day and I mean this is definitely one wedding we're going to remember I mean not too many people can say they went to a wedding where they were shot at yeah that is one thing we can honestly say we're never ever going to forget Jennifer and Liam's wedding hey I wonder what they got in store for us when Harry and Cher gets married next month

Kat - I definitely hope that Ashton would try to do something crazy like you did this time I mean it's a good thing mine in your wedding was pulled off with no problems at all from him which was great so we never have to worry about something happened to us and the same thing for Pamela and Niall when they got married but I did not see this coming today and Liam and Jennifer as I tell you

Zayn - yeah well I think that mean you should get to bed so I can tell that you're really shaken up about all this baby and you're still tired come on maybe I can give you a little TLC you later if that's what you need

And with that me and my baby went to bed let's just hope next wedding don't have to deal with anything like what we had to do today and that's going to be Harry and cher wedding so I pray and hope nothing will happen have theirs I mean this is the first time something like that happened at one of their weddings and it better be the f****** last