SHE IS MY LIFE Book 3

chapter 8

Pamela POV

Me and the girls are all over with Kat right now trying to figure out if she is probably pregnant for sure because she is so nervous right now because we have her in the bathroom taking a few test

And we talked to Zayn on the phone about early because we got a feeling that she was going to be kind of worried if he found out that she was pregnant and we wanted to tell him that and he said well if she turns out to be praying that then that's all the more for them to love each other and I told him I knew you would say something like that but Kat and her insecurities so he said when he gets home if she tells him that she's pregnant he's going to just tell her how much you love her and stuff like that and we all love the baby too now he's at work probably thinking of himself while he's finishing up working on his solo album and then he has to go work at the boys in the studio 2 that if Kat pregnant that he's going to be on top of the world we just wanted to make sure that he was prepared for if she does go to talk to him about that and then she don't need to freak out because he knows what she's like to with her insecurities

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Meanwhile Zayn POV

I'm just about to get ready and get into the booth to record a few more songs and I'm thinking about everything but the girls told me and how Kat thinks that she could be pregnant and if she is then that's not a big worry because to tell you the truth I can't wait to start a family with her and she's always wanted one but she just got to get past the insecurities that I might not be ready or she may not be ready because I know deep down she'll be a wonderful mother

Matt- hey man I know we're getting ready to work more of it seems like you have something on your mind you okay

Zayn - yeah it's just the girls for me earlier telling me that  Kat's kind of nervous because she thinks that she might be pregnant and she doesn't know how every Act to if she was but that's just it with her insecurities you know

Matt - and if I know you that you would love the fact to be a father because you love kids and everything she just got to get past your insecurities by the sound of it

Zayn - yeah anyway I think we need to get back into the book and everything I think the next song I'm going to make or is that one that I I wrote on my honeymoon because man let's just say I had a lot of fun in the bed that night and we had a lot of pillow talk and that's how I came up with pillow talk

Matt - yep that's definitely a good sign and everything and if I remember I think you showed a bit of it to her and she cracked up and said that you were dirty LOL

Zayn - with the way she was moaning and everything that night do you blame me for getting an idea like that LOL

Matt - TMI like I need to know so much about your personal sex life LOL

Zayn - yep I think you're right about that I don't think I need to be giving away too much information

Matt - you think well at least we can change the subject to you getting ready yourself for the fact that Harry is getting married in a couple days

Zayn - yeah let's just hope that we don't have some crazy nut job trying to shoot up their wedding with Jennifer and Liam

Matt - anyway why don't you just get into the you move so you can record pillow talk

And that's what I did

Matt - you nailed that song man by the time that you're open really comes out everybody's going to be going crazy for it so you're definitely going to have a big following and I think you are going to be even crazier when they see that you're doing this and going back to One Direction man

Zayn - yeah well I decided to go back to know that me and the guys figured out how to deal with stuff and get new management and that and that we can work it out that I have more of a say in everything there's a lot of people didn't know what was going on with their management to tell you the truth the only two people management that I really trusted and still do are Simon and Paul

Matt - yeah well it's getting kinda late and everything and you've already worked with the guys earlier and you just finished up working with me whenever you head home to find out for sure if your wife's expecting

Zayn - I think that would be a good idea and a bunch of the girls are still with her so she don't go freaking out because the guys are still finishing up their vocals and stuff so yeah

Niall - hey man just thought I should let you know that they were called and said that they're staying with cat a little bit longer until you get home LOL because she's freaking out that she could be pregnant

Zayn - yep they text me not too long ago telling me more about it I just hope she knows that when I get home and tell her that if she is pregnant I don't care because that's just going to be one to love her more and if she's having doubts about being a good mother she don't need to be having them. One thing about her she has such a kind heart and she doesn't need to let the fact now that her father is an ass affect the way she is going to raise her child she's away from that as far as she knows but the thing is we just need to get her father to stop following us to our past can be put to rest we don't need that raises its ugly head

Niall - you're right about that man remember I gave you are right here that's another reason why I came here so I could rub your back up over that would be cool to carpool

Zayn - yeah just let me get my stuff and then we'll head out because I really want to get back home to my wife to find out for sure if she is pregnant so I don't want her freaking out

And with that we left to head home and I hope it all goes really well