SHE IS MY LIFE Book 3

chapter 9

Kat POV

Okay so we're still waiting to try to find out the results from my pregnancy test I'm too nervous to even go and check them

Jennifer - you do know that your pregnancy tests are probably ready by now and I gotta feeling that you're too f****** nervous to go check it out yourself right I'm going to go look at them and come back and tell you because I know you

Pamela - good idea what we keep her calm

Cher - because we definitely know what she's like what are insecurities and s***

Kat - hey guys I'm not that bad

Demi - I have not known you that long and I could tell you that bad LOL

Selena - yeah same goes for me and everything I can definitely tell that you are thinking the same thing because you're so insecure lately that you don't know what to do because you feel like everything is your fault that Ashton's around but remember it's not your fault it's not even his fault after you tell us the whole story you're f****** father of nut job

Kat - I guess you're right because to tell you the truth the reason why Ashton doing all this was because everything was over his head

Demi - yeah I see what you're saying I mean come on because your father he had to divorce his wife and everything and he has a very sick daughter a lot of that must be really hard on him I wonder if he ever gets a chance to call them

Kat - he does when he knows my father is not watching his every move I tell you I even knew he was doing stuff like that when we were together cuz we were forced to be but now I hope we can figure out some way to to help Ashton get out of the situation so he could probably be back with his family the way he supposed to be

Pamela - yeah well if we ever catch him in that I've already forms go in your head and everybody knows what's going on with him for real so his charges won't be so high then they can get help and everything and that for his drug problem will do it 3 to 4 years in a hospital and then he'll get out and be able to have a normal life back with his family because let's face it he's under a lot of stress and everything hopefully it'll work out but if we catch Joe we need to figure out what to do for poor little may leukemia

just as that was said Zayn came home and he heard us all talking every single word that we said

Zayn - well me and the boys can help us set up a fund for something to pay for for the poor little girls leukemia boy now I'm certainly understand Ashton more

Kat - hay Babe good that home

Zayn - (kiss her ) so are you pregnant

Kat - don't know yet because I'm too nervous to look at the pregnancy test but Jennifer's check in then she's going to come out and tell me in a minute

Jennifer - according to these tests are positive so I think you need to go to the doctor in the hospital to find out for sure but it looks like you are pregnant I mean you've been having all those weird cravings and everything trust me I know what is like considering I'm pregnant myself

Kat - well at least I don't need to go through this by myself I have one of my friends that's pregnant with me

Pamela - you might want to make that two friends is pregnant because I found out yesterday that I am as well so yeah Christopher is going to be a big brother and I'm getting ready to figure out how I was going to tell Niall today cuz I want to do it romantically if you know what I mean so Michael was going to take Christopher to me and now I can have a nice night so I can tell him that

Zayn - that's a good idea by the way he's on the way home now just drop me off

Pamela - well I think that's my cue to leave and I'll rest of us girls cuz I got a feeling you guys are going to want to be alone now as a couple that you just found that out but if you need to talk Kat just call because I know you you freak out too much

Kat - you girls would know me you've known me since we were in diapers LOL except for Demi and Selena but they're getting to know me

Selena- no kidding it's like an open book to read man anyway we're all heading out of here because I really want to get home to Louis because tonight's the night he's going to find out if he's getting full custody or Freddie or not because the judges and the lawyers are having the discussion outside the courtroom so there's no big media Frenzy

Zayn - which is a really good thing if you ask me because nobody needs to be a bit of celebrities business because it gets really competitive and crazy sometimes with the paparazzi

Pamela - you're right about that stuff anyway we'll talk to you guys later

And with that the girls left and I felt to strong arms around me I look up at my husband and kiss him because he so loving and caring and he reminds me everyday how much you love me and tells me to forget about my insecurities which I'm thankful for I guess when you have the life that I had growing up and your father and someone else always putting you down you think twice about where you belong in this world but I know one thing's for sure I definitely belong with my husband in the back of your going to have kids now just makes my world a whole lot better because now that I think about it I know I'll be a a great mom and I will not have my kids subjected to anything then my father does they will never meet him because of the way he is and I know one thing their father'll be one of the best man in the world

Zayn - you know I love you right back that baby that I can a little love a lot too because I can't wait to start a family with you and you've always wanted to do that so stop feeling so insecure

Kat - okay baby I love you

Zayn - love you more

And I know everything will be all right as long as I have my husband by my side and with that we went to bed and I hope that Louis do get Freddie from what we were told about his mother she is very unfit