We got back home and Lucas brought Mikey inside. I followed behind and saw Alex and a girl sitting on the couch. That must be Adrianna!
"Hey." Alex said, looking at the both of us. I look at him and then Adrianna. "Oh, Adalee; this is Adrianna. I've told you a lot about her."
"Hi! I've definitely heard a lot about you. Alex talks about you non stop!" I say to Adrianna, trying to embarrass Alex. "Anyways, where's nordo."
"He's in the other room." Alex said pointing to the gaming room, I heard black ops 3 multiplayer going on. Lucas was watching Mikey sleep, so I just decided to go over to nordan. "Hey, Jeremy." I said, sitting next to him on the couch.
"What's up, Henry." He replies back, pauses the game and then turns to look at me.
"Well, I just need to talk to someone about things."
"Like what?"
"It's about Lucas and Nick."
"What about them though."
"It's just I'm so confused and I can't make up my mind. I'm so stupid."
"You're not stupid, Ady." Nordan placed his hand on my shoulder.
"This is the first time I've been SO stressed in a long time."
"Well... Which guy makes you happy the most."
"Nick." Nordan raised one eyebrow at me. "Fine. Lucas to be honest."
"Who is the sweetest to you?"
"Both."
"Okay well, who spends more time with you?"
"Lucas."
"Who are you babysitting with?"
"Lucas."
"THEN THATS YOUR ANSWER ADALEE!" Nordan jumps up and yells at me. I just sit there drifting off into space.
"But, what about Nick?" I look up to Nordan, still curious.
"Well, let him down easy. Do what makes you happy. I mean I love Nick, I really do. But Lucas sounds and looks more of a boyfriend to you than Nicki boy."
I nod in agreement. I'll probably talk to Nick the day after we leave, I want to give myself some time.
***
*five hours later*
I was sitting on the couch with Lucas, just watching TV and Mikey on the play mat thing. "No words can explain how cute that little boy is." I said, smiling at Mikey who was laying on his belly, kicking his legs, throwing toys.
"He's so adorable." Lucas said, I look at him and smile. You're adorable you dumbass.
"Yeah... Hey, can I tell you something?" I said, looking up to his eyes.
"Sure. Anything."
"Um..." C'mon Adalee it's only three words, just say that you love him. "I- think we should go to the kitchen to see what Cheo is cooking." I faked smiled to try to cover up my guiltiness and how embarrassing that was. I grab Mikey and carry him to the kitchen, I sat him down in his high chair. "Whatcha cooking, chef Jose?" I ask, leaning on the island.
"I am cooking a light chicken Alfredo." He responds stirring the pan.
"Sounds delicious." Lucas says, leaning next to me. I could feel his body heat; I quickly turn around to go grab something out of the fridge before I did something weird like make my voice crack or some shit. I saw that Nick and Nikan came into the kitchen and sat down. I sat next to Nick and looked out the big window that had the view of the beach, the sky was getting a dark blue color.
Lucas was feeding Mikey some yogurt, the kitchen was silent which I didn't like. I wanted to tell Nick that it wasn't going to work out but I just don't know how. We leave in two days so I'll just tell him a day after we arrive home.
My hands started to shake a bit and I had anxiety, I could feel the feeling in my stomach. "What's wrong?" Nick whispered in my ear, I wanted for some reason push him and run upstairs but I didn't and held back.
"Nothing. Just stuff." I lie and just looked at Mikey who was smiling & eating and then Lucas who was laughing a bit. I felt myself smiling a bit, I knew Lucas was just the guy I wanted to spend my life with.
***
It was after dinner and I decided to sleep on the couch. Nick was fine with it but continuously asked questions over and over again, I made the excuse saying I wasn't feeling good and I didn't want him getting sick or anything. Sam already dropped off Mikey.
I was laying down on the couch watching "Modern Family" when I hear footsteps. I look up and see that it was Lucas. His hair was messy and he was shirtless, to be honest he looked more attractive.
"Why are you up so late? Go back to bed." I said.
"I can't sleep." He responds with a deep tired voice. "Why are you up?"
"Same."
"Oh ok. Can I sleep on the other end of the couch?"
I nod and he grabs a blanket that was on a chair. When he later down I could feel his long legs that were covered in the blanket, place in front of me I improvise and use his legs as a side pillow. I felt my eyes close and I fell asleep.
***
It was the morning and tomorrow we were leaving. I didn't feel Lucas' legs, I felt long arms wrapped around me and I heard snoring in my ear. I got up quickly and fell out of the couch thumping on the floor.
God damnit. I'm fucked up.
***
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