Bucky And Steve

Its you I wanna be with

Asha's POV

I stayed at my parents for a whole week. I told bucky and steve to not come over. I wanted to be alone for awhile.

As my parents went to work I stayed at home. I looked over my baby pictures. I looked around my room. My mom didn't change anything

I looked at my stuff and I found a picture of me and my best friends.

I missed them so much

Michael and Jade were like family.
I haven't talked to their parents.

I hope their doing good

I sat in my room when I hear the door bell. I walked down stairs. I opened the door and it was steve.

"Steve what are you doing here?"
"I know you told me not to come over but I just wanted to see how you were doing"
"I'm fine"

"You sure because you left the tower mad and you didn't come back"

What was I gonna say to him
I don't want to look like the bad guy and say it was your fault you and bucky are crazy guys fighting over me.

I love them both but I can't tell my feeling right now.

"Wanna get out of the house?"
Steve asked me

"Sure"

We walked to his motorcycle
We both hopped on.
I wrapped me arms around him and he started driving.

We drove to Lincoln memorial

We parked the motorcycle and we started walking around.

"Wanna talk about it?"
Steve asked me

I looked at him

"About?"
"About last week"
"Oh"
"You don't have to if you don't want to"

I stood quiet for a moment

Should I should I not

I don't know I'm scared because I don't know what to tell him

Ever get that feeling that you have so much to tell someone but you don't know what to say to them.

Its like something is holding you back but you don't know what that is.

I told steve that I needed to use that bathroom. I ran across the street but really I wanted to call my mom and ask her what I should do.

I called her

"Hello"
"Mom I need your help"
"What's wrong?"
"Steve and I are having a little walk so I can't stay long...I wants to talk about last week"
"Okay hun then tell him"
"Tell him what?"
"How you feel"

"I can't"
"Why not?"
"Ever felt like you have so much to tell someone but you don't know what to tell them...like its right here I can see it but I can't touch it or anything"

"Awwe honey...your in love"
"Mom"
"Honey just tell him the truth that you love him and bucky but you can't pick someone"
"That's it?"
"That's all I can think of honey you have to get this off your chest"

I guess my mom was right

"Okay mom"
"Okay honey good luck"

We both hung up

I walked out the place I was "using" the bathroom.
Steve was across the street sitting at a bench.

I ran across the street and sat down with him.

"Hey"
I said
"Hey"

"So is the wanna talk about it still open?"
I asked

"Um..sure"

I let out a deep breath

"Okay I'm going to be straight forward with this"
"Okay"

"Steve... For awhile I've been so confused and just lost...and take the hard truth I loved you and bucky at the same time I didn't know who to be with because you both were so attractive obviously... But I've had some time to think and some advice I'm not confused anymore"

I looked at steve who was looking at me as well.

"Well its good your not confused"
"I know who I wanna be with now"

"That's good that..."
Right in the middle of his sentence I kissed him.

We kissed for awhile
We finally broke apart.

"What's that mean?"
He asked me

"Its you I wanna be with steve"

He kissed me again.

I finally made up my mind.
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