Heart Attack (Trey Songz)

Chapter Fourteen

Chyna Korea Santiago Jones

After setting Nixie straight about the beef that we had between us, I actually felt good about myself. But there was one more person that stands in my way of me being happy for what I have right in front of me: Alex. Alex isn't anything else but a player. He does whatever he wants and doesn't realize the fucking consequences. What he's doing to Stephanie and the way that he's treating her is so fucking typical.

Alex is doing the same shit when we were back in South Central. I hated him for everything that he put Stephanie and I through. Especially me.

Flashback:

"What the fuck you mean you have to go?" I asked. "Don't worry about it." Alex said packing some clothes. "How are you going to leave and not answer why?" I asked. "It's complicated right now and I really can't explain why," Alex said. "Is it drugs or another woman?" I asked. "What!?!" Alex questioned. "You fucking heard me. Which one is it Alex?" I asked. "It's the drugs." Alex admitted. "Babe, I told you that you have to stop selling it and just come be with me." I said sounding needy.

Alex stopped what he was doing and walked up to me. He grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. He looked me in the eyes and smiled. Alex always did that to assure me that shit was going to be ok. But my ass was too smart to know that it wasn't.

"You know I love you and I always will, but the streets aren't for me anymore." Alex said. "So you're leaving no matter what?" I questioned. "Yea." Alex said. "What about me? Don't you care about me?" I said. "I do care but I can't live here because of everything that's going on." Alex said zipping up his suitcase.

Just then Stephanie entered the room. She interrupted the moment that Alex and I were having. She saw the suitcase and gave me the "what's going on?" face. I told her that Alex was leaving and Stephanie couldn't believe it either. I knew that the two of them fucked before Alex even got with me. Stephanie and Alex always seemed to have the most perfect friendship than Stephanie and I had. They always cared for each other and I was jealous of that.

"You can't leave." Stephanie said. "Why?" Alex questioned. "Because you have family here who love you." Stephanie said. "No one will care if I'm gone or not." Alex said. "But we love you and we would care about you." I said cutting in. "That's not good enough." Alex said. "You should stay because Chyna needs you." Stephanie said. "We discussed that already." Alex said walking out the door. "It's still not good enough reason."

I gave up on trying to get Alex to stay. I just sat on the bed and hid my face into my hands and started crying. Why? Why the fuck was this happening to me and my friend and boyfriend.

"You should stay because I love you Alex more than you could ever know." Stephanie said.

I automatically looked up at Stephanie. I then looked at Alex. He stopped in his tracks and turned back around. He widened his eyes and directly stared at Stephanie. I could see that Stephanie was about to break down. Alex walked up to Stephanie and looked deeply into her eyes. Stephanie looked down and Alex lifted up her chin.

It was getting really awkward. I never seen the type of look he was giving Stephanie before. It made me feel hurt and insecure.

"I love you too." Alex said.

Those words caused some pain in my stomach. Alex never said he loved me like that. His voice sounded assuring and caring. Then both of them leaned in and kissed each other.

This all happened in front of me and I couldn't stand to watch it any longer. I got off the bed and stormed out the room and house. No one even bothered to come after me to see if I was ok.

End Of Flashback

Alex doesn't really know what real pain feels like. But I promise him that karma is a bitch and it will  be coming back to him.

I looked everywhere for him. Then I spotted him talking to some girl near the cafeteria entrance. I walked over to him.

"Some things never change," I mumbled.
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"Can I talk to you?" I asked. "Sure why not?" Alex said. "I'm really getting sick and tired of you." I said. "What the fuck did I do?" Alex questioned. "You are breaking Stephanie's heart and I'm getting pissed the fuck off!" I said. "What's it to you? Last time, I fucking checked you are Stephanie's friend and not her mother. Secondly, if you didn't notice she keeps running back to me." Alex said. "What?" I questioned. "Then why is she coming to me crying how much she loves you and other shit." "I don't know. You know how Stephanie is; her emotions to up and down. I mean I do like her and everything but she's making is seem like I'm the bad guy because of what happened years ago." Alex said.

"Don't remind me." I said. "I'm sorry about that by the way. You deserve to be happy with Tremaine and shit. But just know that I'm here for you if you need any male advice." Alex said. "Thanks. I'll take it under consideration." I said walking away.

"Oh Chyna!" Alex called out. "Yea." I answered. "Stop answering your friends' text messages without permission." Alex said. "Whatever." I said.

I started walking away feeling really guilty about what I said to Alex. Was he right? Was everything said the truth? I guess I don't know myself anymore then. I skipped class for the rest of the day because my mind wasn't right to be learning anything right now.

Alex Guzman

Stephanie thinks she's slick but she's not. She's sending Chyna to me thinking that I'm breaking her heart. That shit ain't true and I'm going to get to the bottom of this one way or another.

Chyna Korea Santiago Jones

After School......

School was over and I needed to go home and get ready for my date. I got into my car and started driving home. I couldn't stand all of this drama. I needed to have some time with Tremaine and just Tremaine.

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