Heart Attack (Trey Songz)

Chapter Twenty-Four

Noon... ... ... ... 

Chyna Korea Santiago Jones

When I woke up this morning, I had thought about what happened between Tremaine and I. I mean I still love him  and everything it's just that my mind is so confused. I don't know what to do. Good thing, it's a Saturday and I have time to think about this. I got out of my bed and took a shower then got dressed. I put on my Mickey and Minnie Mouse spiked sweater, shredded high waist shorts, and black vans. I straightened my hair and put it in a bun. 

I headed downstairs and left the house. I got in my car and just sat there. For some reason, I didn't know where to go exactly. But I did think about what happened last night and to be honest I kind of liked it. It felt good to feel his touch and being able to feel his lips against mine. I then started my car and drove over to Tremaine's house.

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Minutes later, I pulled up to Tremaine's driveway. I got out of the car and walked up to the front porch. I hesitated on knocking on the door, but somehow I did anyways. There was no answer and I second-guessed myself and began to walk away. That's when I heard the door open. I turned around and smiled at Tremaine.

"What are you doing here Chyna?" Tremaine asked. "I needed to talk to you." I said. "I thought you said I was an asshole and you have nothing to do with me." Tremaine said. "I know but that was before you kissed me. Can I come in?" I said. "Sure why not." Tremaine said moving to the side. "Thanks." I said walking in.

It was so weird because Tremaine's house looked so different since the last time I visited. I went over by the couch and sat down. Tremaine just went into the kitchen and grabbed something to drink.

"So what is it that you want to talk about?" Tremaine asked. "You know? About last night....." I started out. "I don't regret kissing you if that's what you're asking. Chyna I miss you. Hell I miss everything about you. From you sexy eyes, to your nice body shape, and that smile you get when you blush." Tremaine said. "I miss you too. But I'm not so sure that our relationship will ever work again." I said. "I understand. But everything that I said to you in a hospital was a lie. I broke up with you because I can't deal with the fact that you hurting was going to bring me down and that my vulnerability would still cause you pain." Tremaine said.

"So what? Like I said you abandoned me when I needed you the most and that hurt me." I said. "I know and I'm sorry." Tremaine said. "I don't want your apologizes. I want your promises and commitment to me and only me." I said. "How can I do that? We aren't together and you don't want to be with me." Tremaine said. "Tell you what......I'll make you a deal, if you can prove to me that you really want to be with me, then I'll consider maybe giving US another chance." I said. "Aight that's a bet." Tremaine said.

I smiled at Tremaine and walked away. Suddenly, I was turned around and pulled in close. My heart began to beat faster and I found it hard to breathe. I looked up at Tremaine and he leaned in. I wanted to pull away, but suddenly I found myself leaning in too. We pressed our lips together and my hands went around his neck. Tremaine's hands wrapped around my waist. Then Tremaine laid me on my back and we started making out.

Tremaine Neverson

It felt so good to have Chyna back into my arms. I know she's not mine though but I want her so fucking bad. And prom and graduation is almost here and I want to spend the last couple of moments that I have with Chyna....in my arms.