The Babysitter

Ch.8-Screwed

Blake's P.O.V

Sam didn't end up leaving for hours yesterday. We just sat and talked, about anything and everything. She's super mature for 18 honestly. I didn't really mind just being normal and having a normal conversation.

Once Zach went to bed we decided to watch a movie before she left since my wife wouldn't be home for a while.

Even though it was tempting I didn't make any moves. I just sat there and tried to keep a safe distance.

That is until she fell asleep on my shoulder. I didn't know what to do because I didn't want to wake her up. I also knew my wife would be home any minute.

I moved her hair from out her face and told her to lay her head on my lap instead. She did with no hesitation.

I found myself staring at her the whole time. She's beautiful.

Once I turned the tv off it got very quiet and it was very dark. I'm truly not a fan of the dark so I just tried to focus on Sam.

I found myself in a daze and next thing I know she's looking up at me. Her big hazel eyes staring into mine. I couldn't comprehend the look on her face. But it didn't matter because at that moment she reached her hand up and pulled my neck down so our lips were inches apart.

I knew this was wrong but I didn't want to stop. "This is wrong Sam" I said whispering but not moving at all.

"I know" she said with a slight smirk before crashing her lips into mine.

So many things were running through my mind at that moment but the one thing that wasn't on my mind was Mellisa.

The kiss started to get a bit heated until
we got awkwardly interrupted by Zach calling my name. Sam got off my lap and I ran upstairs to see what was up.

When I walk into my sons room I see him sitting on his bed holding his favorite new toy that Sam gave him. That's cute.

What I wasn't prepared for was the question I received.

"Why were you kissing Sammy?" I was shocked. When and how did he see that. This kid runs his mouth so much too, I'm screwed.

"What are you talking about buddy?" I said sitting down next to him.

"I saw you, just a sec ago daddy. Where's mommy? Is she like my new mommy?"
Fucking hell.

"No no no buddy it's nothing like that at all okay? Mommy is going to be home soon. Sam is just your babysitter okay?"
I said literally full on sweating.

"alright" he said getting back into bed.

-----Today-----

Neither Mellisa nor I have work today so it's just a chill day for all of us. We don't have anything planned thank god so i can just relax. I really need to think about all this. How did I go from hating this little girl to not being able to stay away from her.

All I know is I am truly going to need to stay away from her for a while. Especially after what Zach saw. He could literally say anything about that kiss at any moment to Mellisa. Then I'm really screwed.

When Zach came down for breakfast I couldn't stop looking at him. Trying to figure out what he was thinking about. I know he's only 8 but these kids have no filter.

Once Mellisa started talking to Zach about school and stuff I zoned out. Thinking about Sam of course. I want to see her. I don't know how she feels. Yesterday she kissed me. But before that she completely shut me down and said she has a boyfriend.

"Blake...Blake!"

"Huh? What?" I said snapping out of it.

"are you okay babe?" Mellisa said concerned. I notice Zach was gone from the table.

"Uh yea why what's up" I said stretching a bit nervously. Did Zach tell her something I didn't hear?

"Nothing you have just been in your own world a lot lately" she said cleaning up the table.

"Oh I'm sorry baby it's just work and stuff" I said standing up and avoiding eye contact. Mellisa always knows when I'm bull shitting so I left the kitchen asap. I can't deal with her right now.

-----later that evening-----

"Hey buddy can I talk to you for a sec?" I said sitting next to Zach in his bed.

"I just wanted to make sure that you didn't tell mommy about yesterday okay? That's gotta be our little secret." I really feel fucked up telling my own 8 year old son to keep such a big secret like this. But I have no other choice.

"But daddy she already knows" he said quietly which caused my eyes to literally jump out of there sockets.

"Zach what do you mean she knows? You told her?" I said probably looking like I was on mass drugs I was shaking so hard.

"Mommy asked me if she saw anything weird happen last night after she looked at the babysitter cameras" he said loudly. And babysitter cameras?? Since when did we have those.

I'm fucking screwed I said just above a whisper.

"Why?" I turned around to see Mellisa standing over me.

"Blake can you join me in the kitchen for a sec?" She said with a fake ass smile on her face.

Fuck.