Ch.7-secrets

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----back at home----

Blake's P.O.V

Today is the first time I'm seeing Sam since the kiss and I don't know what to do. The plane ride back was super awkward and I don't want today to be awkward like that again.

Mellisa has work but I have the day off. I called Sam here so she thinks I have work but really I just want to talk to her. About what happened just to like sort everything out.

When she gets here I feel myself get butterflies again. When I open the front door I see she has on a crop clippers T shirt and some jeans shorts. Considering that is my favorite team she looks amazing.

When I let her in she avoids eye contact and just walks past me. This honestly sucks.

"So how are you?" I said sitting down on the couch next to her.

"Look Blake, I know what you're trying to do. This can't be a thing okay? I'm not even single and you are way older than me and married!"

That hit me hard. "You're not single?" I said quietly.

"No Blake. I'm not. I told you that. I'm sorry but what did you think? That we would just live happily ever after and you would leave your wife and everything would work out perfectly?" She said loudly.

"Hey not so loud please Zach can hear you" I said kinda hurt. I mean she's right. I don't know what I was thinking. She just makes me do crazy things. But I do need to chill.

"Alright I'm sorry, you're right. You just, make me do crazy things I guess. I said sighing heavily.

"oh so it's my fault" she said rolling her eyes playfully. At least she isn't still like mad or whatever.

"So I'm guessing you don't actually have work today?" She said looking over at me.

"Nah just wanted to talk I guess" I said shyly giggling. I'm a grown man why does she make me feel like this. Fuck.

"Cute. Let's talk then. How's life" she said locking her phone and turning towards me. She took her shoes off and sat Cris-cross across from me on the couch and she looked adorable. The sparkle in her eyes looking brighter than ever to her ridiculously white smile and her pony tail that she wears almost everyday. She's perfect. I know this is wrong but I don't care. I want her. And I will have her.

"Oh btw let's not ever bring up that kiss okay?" I said kinda awkwardly.

"Didn't plan on it" she said quietly laughing.

This girl is making it so hard to not like her, and I swear she knows it.

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