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phil turned on his camera and started to fix his hair.

"awrf! hi, dan. happy Valentine's Day." he started, smiling at the camera. "i know you said  we weren't gonna do anything for Valentine's Day, but you had to go to bed, leaving me for five hours with nothing to do." he laughed to himself, playing with hush ands.

"so, i have made this video, because i love you, and i've never had Valentine's Day with anyone before. so, this is me saying 'i love you'. plus, you got me loads of awesome birthday presents and i wanted to repay you, somehow, because it was the nicest thing anyone's done for me."

"the first time we met, i was the nervous-est person ever, as you could tell, and i was clawing you you, and biting at you, but that was just because i really liked you, and luckily you saw trough that."

"and then, when we were on the big wheel, i was like, 'i hope he likes me too'. and then you kissed me, and my heart did that flippy-over thing, and it'd never done that before so... that was nice."

"and over the next few months we saw each other a lot and i slowly fell in love with you. and i thought i'd share my favourite memories that i have of us together."

"so the first one is the snowiest day ever, when we were walking through the abandoned hospital. and you had your hat on, and you laid down in the snow, and looked at the stars. i laid with you, i kissed you, and i wrote 'i love dan' in the snow."

"endless coffee in starbucks, caramel macchiato, and our starbucks sofa..."

"the week we spent together in my house was amazing, i think that's when i properly fell in love with you. and when we watched wall-e on my sofa, then cried. all the cuddles in bed, and the three-hour breakfasts, more of those please. lying on the sofa and watching films, and lying in my bed, and funny times in my bed."

"also at the halloween gathering when we realized that no other youtubers actually eat, so we went and got some food and then sat on the fountain. at that point, i kind of realized that i didn't really care about the other youtubers, i just wanted to be spending time with you. and we held hands, and then kissed, and looked at the stars."

"and when we can't be together, all the hundreds of hours of skype calls that we've had  have made me right million times more happier."

"and when i woke you up and said 'mario!'"

"and all our manchester days, and watching avatar in 3D, kissing in 3D glasses, and..."

"so many other things, that i'm probably forgetting, but those are just a few they make me smile. meow."

"and i just wanna say that i love you so much, and i'm so happy to have you in my life, and... you are the best person in the world. so thank you. for being so amazing."

"i love you. happy Valentine's Day, dan."

phil had blown a kiss at the camera, then turned it off.

he knew that he will be by dan's side forever.