Rain Only Postpones Desolation (GirlXGirl)

Chapter sixteen - Glad You Understand

Author's note: Hey guys so yeah Stevie is finally figuring out who she wants to be with. Hope you guys are liking it so far. so this story is coming to an end soon I think. Sorry it took me soooo long to upload, but yeah I've been super buys and kind of wanted to take a break from writing for a little but now I'm getting back into it. Hopefully this chapter will be a good one. Let me know what you think.

And so here is the chapter I know some of you have been waiting for!

So even though it's been a few years I'm adding this update to all my chapters :) I started a fundraising campaign for 'I just want to be me. (Top surgery)  the link will take you to my page. Just reading it means a lot to me as well as spreading the link around. Don't feel the need to donate just trying to get it out there -

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I woke to the sound of my alarm clock buzzing. It was Thursday morning, five thirty and I had to get up and get ready for school. The alarm woke up Tanya who had been cuddling up to me all night. Each time she pretended to roll over to get closer to me, I moved a bit away. I knew who I wanted to be with but they didn't. I was going to have to tell them today. That's it, there's no more waiting. It's not fair to them and there is no reason to not say any longer.

I quickly got out of bed, grabbed a towel, and ran into the shower. I didn't want to talk to Tanya just yet and that was the only way I could buy myself some time. I needed to think how I was going to tell them, and who I should talk to first for that matter. I didn't want to talk to Miyabi yet either. I didn't want to talk to either of them until I got my mind straight. The warm water felt good as it covered my entire body.

After getting all clean and spending an extra five minutes to think in the shower, I got out and went into the room. Tanya was sitting on the bed still just laying down. She sat up when she noticed me walking out in only a small towel. She looked at me, smiled and winked, but didn't say anything. I gave a small smile back, rolled my eyes and walked over to my dresser to pick out an outfit.

I slipped on a pear of cute little pink undies from Victoria secret, and a matching bra with lace on it, then I dropped my towel so I could use both my hands to pick out the rest of my outfit. I found my favorite pear of black skinny jeans and slipped them on. Looking through my shirt draw now I felt a pear of hands on my sides making me flinch from their icy touch. I turned around to see Tanya smiling at me looking like a hungry tiger ready to pounce.

She giggled at the sight of my reaction to her touch. I gave her a small smile, but turned around so I could finish getting dressed. I felt her hands moving from my sides down to my hips. I can't do this! "Tanya. . . umm we need to talk," I told her pushing her hands off my body. "Not right now, but later tonight is that alright?" She looked sad as if she knew what I was going to say, then nodded.

She walked over to the bathroom, "I'm going to take a short shower." For some reason she looked at me as if she knew how the day was going to unravel. As if she knew what I needed to talk to her about later today. Almost as if she knew what I was going to tell Miyabi. It made me want to know what she was thinking.

After the gaze between our eyes was broken, she shut the door. Only moments later did Miyabi knock at my door asking to come in. She did so then walked over to me and hugged me. My body tensed because I thought her hands were going to be as cold as Tanya's were. However, when her hands pulled me into the hug, they were warm and inviting. This made me smile.