Life Goes On - Kellic

Chapter 11

I just like this pic of Vic ;) it's also what Vic would look like in this story.

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(Third person)

While Kellin my not think they care, his grandparents are going crazy trying to find him. They stayed in contact with Mr McKinnon, over the years and he visited to check up on Kellin, every so often, so they called him and told him the situation. Now he is on his way down to San Diego, to get Kellin cause they are sure he's there. They don't want Kellin back they just don't want to get in trouble with Jeremy, about this.

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I actually slept, and when I woke up that's when I remembered. I look over and I see Kellin laying there peacefully asleep. I missed this so much. It's really early so I wasn't excepting him to be awake for a while. I have to go to school, and I really don't want to go today, I just got him back, and but I have to I have my last final today. So I reluctantly get ready and I write a quick note for him, for when he wakes up. Cause I forgot that Mike is still in school too. So I look back at him laying on my bed, I smiled and then left him there. I went into Mike's room to wake him up. "Mike wake up!" I said to him in a stern and loud voice. He woke up, "hey if Kellin wakes up before you leave tell him where I am ok" he nodded and I walked out of the house, and drove to college.

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I woke up and honestly it was a little late it's close to 10am. But I was really tired, it was a long day yesterday. But I noticed that Vic wasn't here. There's a note next to me. I picked it up and read it.

Kellin- I had to go to school to take my last final ok, I don't know if Mike will be here or not when you get up, cause he has school too. So if not help your self to anything, food or whatever. I'll be home again around 6pm, cause I also have a job, and that's when I'll be done ok see you later - Vic

Went to the kitchen and grabbed a fruit. (Old habits die hard) and I went back and put my pants back on. And then I sat outside waiting for Matty and Jesse to show up. They did eventually. "Hey Kellin" they said. "So what's up why you sitting there?" Matty asked me. "Oh, they both went to school so they won't be back till later, and I didn't want to over stay while they aren't here" I said to them. They nodded in agreement. I did go to Catholic school for two years so of course my manners changed a bit along with my morals. I asked them to take me to there motel so I can shower and get my stuff. They did and they stayed at a nice motel, ugh I needed a shower. And since I don't have any clothes we're going to go shopping. But there's one thing I want to do first.

I asked Matty to drive to the cemetery so I can visit my mom. I haven't been there since it happened and I think I need to, but we stopped at the florist first. We arrive at the cemetery and I remember exactly where she is. Matty and Jesse said they'll wait in the car. I said they can come but they didn't want too, I understand that. So I walk up to her and gently place the flowers down, on the ground. I started tearing, everything from that night came back to me. "Hey mom..." I started off. "...I hope you know why I haven't visited, I was with grandma and grandpa, and they completely hate me. They kept comparing me to Kati, but I was nothing like her...." I trailed off crying a bit harder, when I mentioned my sister. "....I was able to visit Kati once in while I was in Michigan but they where there so I didn't want to say anything to her, I regret it now but I'll be back to visit her again so I'll say something next time. I hope everything is ok where you are, I hope you two found each other and are safe, wherever that maybe. I love you both so much. Both of you did so much for me and I can't thank you guys enough. I never wanted either of you to die because of me...." I cried again. Yes I still blame myself for them dying. "...they were trying to make me into someone I wasn't. That's why I'm here, I didn't want to be with them any longer. And I hope you know that I really love Vic, and I want to tell him but I just got here and don't want to ruin anything with him. God I love him so much mom, and I don't know what to do...." Seems ridiculous that I keep crying here, but I just to talk to her. "... Can you let me know if this is the right thing to do, please, I feel like it is cause I couldn't stop thinking about him, and then Vic said that he misses me so much. Ok mom, I don't know what to say anymore, for at least right now, but I'll be back again don't worry. And take care of Kati for me and tell her how much I love and miss her. And lastly thanks for being the best mom ever, always letting me be myself and accepting me for who I am." I finished off. I hugged the headstone and I walked off, wiping the tears away, back to Matty and Jesse.

~time skip~

We finally arrived back at the motel from the mall and I got a lot of clothes and things. I don't know where I'm going to stay but I'll have to ask Vic and Mike what they want me to do. We rest for a while at the motel and then I got an idea. We head to the high school cause it will be letting out soon. I wanted to see Hayley and Justin and the others. Matty agreed to come but Jesse wanted to stay behind. So we went there and we got there and the school was just letting out. Matty parked the car and we got out and stood in front of his car and so I see if I can recognize them. I saw Mike and he was confused to see me, but I asked him if Hayley and Justin are here. He pointed them out to me. "Hayley! Justin!" Mike yelled to get there attention. They turned around. "Guys look whose back" Mike said to them. "Kellin!" Hayley yelled and jumped on me with a big hug. Hayley looked different she cut here hair short and dyed parts of her hair blue. She still dresses the same. "Hey dude, what's up" Justin said to me giving a high five. Justin looked the same only the has gauged ears. "hey guys, long time no see" I said to them. "Guys this is my friend Matty, he drove me all the way here from Michigan." I told them. "Matty this is Hayley and that's Justin" I told him. Matty waved at them "hey" he said to them. "Kellin when did you get here?" Hayley asked me. "Oh last night" I told them. They nodded. "Well Kellin it's great to have you back in all but I have to go somewhere right now, soo better get home" Hayley said to me so I hugged her bye "see ya around and we'll hang out soon" I said to her and Justin left with her. And Matty and I went back to his car. "Mike would you mind if we came over with you" I asked him. "Sure it's no problem" he said back to us. And Mike went to his car and Matty and I went to his. We went back to the motel to get Jesse and then we headed back to Mike and Vic's house.

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The final was hard cause I couldn't focus and work was boring, but I have to go to work I want to buy an apartment close by and I need the money, now I can ask Kellin to live there with me, when it happens. I love Kellin so much and I really hope we can get back to where we left off. But now I can finally go home and see him. I park my car in the driveway and walk in. "Hello...?" I ask cause it was so quiet. "Over here" I heard Mike's voice come from downstairs. So I walk down and sure enough everyone is here and it's reminding me of high school. Mike, Tony and Jaime were playing a video game and Kellin was watching. He really wasn't ever one for video games. I take the seat next to Kellin, duh. They finish their conversation and game, then they talk about something else. After an hour we or they decide to order some food. I recently started getting my appetite back, and I know I would have eventually gotten over Kellin if he was never going to come back, but since he's here there's no worries and why am I still thinking about this, Kellin's sitting right next to me, focus on him. I focus again on there conversation.

Wait Kellin got a tattoo? "Kellin when did you get that tattoo on your arm?" I asked him. "Oh this one, I got this one over a year ago and that's also when I got this..." pointing to the lip ring "...and then I got this one a few weeks ago..." Showing the tattoo on his chest "...and I then I got this" pointing to the nose ring. Wow I wasn't expecting him to be the one to get tattoos. "Cool, but why?" I asked him. "Cause when my grandparents took everything from me I wanted to feel myself again so I found I different thing to express myself, plus I had to wear a uniform, that I hated so much" he explained. I don't mind though, they look really good on him. Then after another couple hours of hanging out Jaime takes off and so does Tony. Kellin's friends said that they are going to leave in the morning to head back. So Kellin was saying bye to them. "Vic do you want me to stay here or should I go with them tonight?" Kellin asked. "Whatever you want to do" I told him. He looked conflicted. "Know what Kellin stay here with Vic, you guys need time to catch up by yourselves, well here's our numbers and call us as soon as you have a phone ok" the one named Matty said to Kellin. Then they hugged him. And wished us good luck and everything and then they left to go where that have to for the night. Then Kellin came back to me and we went up to my room, to get ready for bed.