Show Me the Light(COMPLETE)

"I'm Yours"

Spencer-

That Night Toby let me stay here at his place, As I lay in bed with him that night wrapped up into his arms I can't help but want to cry.

He doesn't understand that I'm Broken, When my sister died it broke me and I've never felt the same since.

~Flashback~
"Melissa!" I shout as I preform CPR on my sister trying to revive her the fastest I can. "Come you don't you die on me" I cry watching her heart beat on the screen going Lower and slower within the seconds. "Come back to me Melissa I can't do this without you" And that's when you hear the machine go silent I stand there shaking as I cry "I'm calling it" Doctor Kingston sighs sadly with regret "Melissa Hasting's, Died from a heart attack, 15th of November 2014 4:30 Pm" I shake my head not being able to believe she's really dead. I hang my head over Melissa's my tears falling onto her cheeks "Open your eyes Melissa come back to me" But she doesn't and that's when I know she's truly gone
~End of Flashback~

I can't believe Toby and I actually kissed!

I wasn't expecting it but I don't regret kissing him I'm falling in love with him.

Tears fall down my cheeks as I sniffle Toby's eyes open as he leans down wiping my cheeks

"Hey What's wrong?"

"Was thinking about my sister" I sigh dropping my head onto his bare chest

"I'm sure she was a great person" I smile at him "She was, You would've liked her" He grabs my chin forcing me to look up at him

"Then maybe one day you can tell me about her"

"I'd like that" I smile wrapping my arms around his neck "What are we doing?" I ask all of a sudden "What do you mean?" He asks

I turn my head looking up at him

"Are we together? Are we just friends? Cause If we're just friends they definitely don't make out and sleep in each other's beds" He chuckles loudly running his hand through my hair "I'm happy being your friend, But I can't deny my attraction to you Spencer hastings" He licks his lips "But it's up too you baby" I smile closing my eyes "I'm yours" I whisper he wraps his arms tighter around me "And I'm yours"
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Today I'm heading out to Breakfast With Elijah, Lily and little Carla. It makes it easier that I'm already close friends with them as Toby and I are now dating.

When we told Lily she was so excited, She thought we would always end up together whenever we we're to meet.

Toby and I get out of the car as he takes my hand into his as we walk into the Cafe where Elijah sits with lily and Carla.

I give them both a small hug and giving Carla a small kiss on her forehead "Hey Baby girl" I smile as she giggles adorably we sit across from them Toby's hand resting on my thigh "How's my favourite sister?" Toby asks giving her a smile "I'm your only sister" She points out laughing "I'm good, How are you two?" We look at each other smiling "Great" We answer both smiling, I actually feel happy with them as if I could be apart of this family.
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Toby and I pay for our meals and walk outside With Elijah holding Carla and lily walking beside them when I hear a familiar voice. "Well it's been a long time" I turn around slowly and that's when I finally see them... My parents.

"Dad, Mum" I whisper shaking slightly

"What are you guys doing here in Rosewood?"

"We decided to come home" Mum speaks up crossing her arms over her chest staring at Toby "Who's this?" She glares asking harshly "Toby, My Partner" Dad huffs looking at him "Better run for the hills mate" He mutters under his breath I take Toby's hand in mine "I need to go" I whisper he nods quickly starting to walk with me "Why so eager to leave?" Dad shouts I stop in my tracks listening to his words

"Have you gone to her grave? Have you ever gone to her grave?" I turn around tears already streaming down my cheeks "E-Everyday" I stutter taking a deep breath

"Everyday I go there and everyday I am reminded of the fact that I couldn't save my sister"

Toby's grip tightens on my hand "Please please just leave me alone, You can't blame me anymore than I blame myself" I beg looking at my parents "You should've done more! She wanted to live! She had everything going for her! She was the one we wanted not you!" Dad shouts I stare at my dad in complete and utter shock "I'm sorry" I whisper starting to sob before Toby wraps his arms tightly around me and carries me to the car ignoring my mother and fathers voices.

He quickly says goodbye to Elijah and Lily getting into the car quickly looking at me "Please get me out of here" I beg and he quickly starts the car and heads back home. I cry into the seat as I listen to my dad's words replaying over and over again in my
Head.

You should've done more! She wanted to live! She had everything going for her! She was the one we wanted not you!

"He's right, I should've done more" I whisper before Toby quickly parks the car into the garage and quickly rushes to the side taking me into his arms carrying me into the house as I cry.

He sits down on the lounge and allow's me to cry letting my emotions out that I've kept in for so long "It wasn't your fault" He repeats over and over again trying to reassure me but nothing ever will.
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I cried writing this chapter

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