You look up at him unable to say anything. He doesn't know what he's talking about. He's drunk. You inhale, about to say something, but before you can get any words out he takes your face in his hands and presses his lips against yours. You almost forgot how soft they were. How warm. And at that moment everything disappeared, and the room began to spin. It was just you and Abel. In this moment. Together. Nothing else existed, and for a second it felt like the way things used to be. When you were happy. When you were one. When he pulls away the room stills and everything goes back to how it was just 10 seconds ago. You both stand there frozen before he looks up at you and gives you a look. You know that look. He suddenly presses you against the wall, holding you by the waist, and kisses you again, more passionately this time. You try to tell yourself "No, you can't do this, he's drunk, he doesn't love you." But you can't help it. You missed him. His touch. His voice. His everything. You missed him. You wrap your arms around his neck and let yourself slip away. You let go of everything that's happening and just let yourself drift off in this moment and let Abel take control. He pulls away momentarily to pull off his shirt, before slowly beginning to undress you. He carefully removes your clothing, slowly, piece by piece.
First your shirt. Two kisses on your neck.
Bra. Three long kisses down your chest.
Pants. Two kisses on your thigh.
Then he stops and stands back up, kissing beneath your ear.
"I just wanna love you." He whispers, then takes you by the hand and leads you over to the couch. He lays you down softly and leans above you, one hand holding him up over you and the other removing his belt. He drops his belt on the ground beside the couch and unzips his pants, leaning forward to kiss you gently on the neck. You slowly pull his jeans off as he leaves hickies all down your neck.
"Abel," you breathe as he removes your underwear leaving you completely naked, he whispers something in that language you never understood and continued to kiss your neck. You slowly slide off his underwear and drop it to the floor before putting your hand on his neck and push your lips against his. He takes your hands and places them on his shoulders before burying his face in your neck and gradually sliding into you. You sigh inwardly as he thrusts back and forth inside of you, holding you down by your hips.
"I know you know I know you missed this," He whispers in your ear before pushing in deeper. He covers your mouth with his hand to stop you from making too much noise. You moan into his hand, scratching his back. He sucks on your neck and continues to thrust harder into you, you press his hand harder over your mouth as you begin to scream. He moans into your ear and curses to himself under his breath. He continues to thrust into you even after you cum until he nuts inside of you, then collapses on top of you breathing heavily. He kisses your neck gently before lifting himself onto his elbows, looking you in the eyes and saying, "Baby, I miss you."
