straight jackets and gummy bears boyxboy

therapy

hey guys!! this chapter is for botdfaddicted because she is awesome and wanted me to update this. so here we go.

THE SONG AT THE SIDE IS PERFECT INSANITY BY DISTURBED

THE PICTURE AT THE SIDE IS JAKE!!

I hope you like it

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blaze's  POV 

Me and Jake have been together for about a week now and I am freaking out!!!!!

let me explain, I have been avoiding my therapy sessions and Jake allowed me to get out of the group therapy but i have been avoiding my sessions with jake because I am fucking terrified! What if Jake finds out how messed up i am and leaves me! he is the only thing good about this place, i wouldn't be able to cope if he left me.

When ever he asks me why we cant do our sessions i just start singing, so far it has worked but i think he is getting annoyed.

Right now i was sat in my room. My therapy session is supposed to start in 10 minuets and  Jake usually arrives early so he sho-

"hey blazey" Jake said walking into my room 

"hey jakey, hows it going?" i asked trying to sound calm

"what wrong?" he asked

shit, I am a terrible liar!

"um nothing" 

"well it is our therapy session now so, tell me whats wrong"

I opened my mouth to start singing but Jake interrupted me "I swear to god if you start singing i will lose it because i know your faking it!"

I sighed "okay" 

"now, whats wrong?"

"I didn't want to do therapy" i said not meeting his eyes

"why not?" he asked

"um....i...... can't tell you" i said

"why?" he said sounding heart broken

i looked at him to see tears forming in his eyes. on instinct  hugged him but he pushed me away.

"no! why won't you tell me?"

"i...i....i was scared you wouldn't want to be with me if you knew how fucked up i was" i said looking down at my lap, tears building in my eyes

"what? why the hell would you think that?!"

"because your perfect and sweet and hot and I'm boring and weird and ugly" i said tears dripping down my cheeks

I felt arms wrap around me and i cried into jake's chest. 

"Blaze listen to me" he said lifting my chin so i was looking at him.

"you are perfect and yes you are weird but that is one of the great things about you, it would suck if you were normal, and you are the most beautiful person i have ever met, inside and out and even if you were covered in spots and you were as fat as a house, i wouldn't leave you, do you know why?"

I shook my head

"because i love you"

i felt a grin spread across my face "I love you too!" i said jumping on him in a hug.

I buried my head in his neck 

"um.. blaze?"

"yes jakey?"

" your on top of me and if i get a boner i won't be able to work" he said 

i took my head away from his neck but i stayed on top of his straddling him. I wiggled my hips around, rubbing our crotches together.

Jake let out a moan and i grinned and grinded against him harder. I felt him get harder and i leaned down to kiss him but just before my lips touched his i heard a gasp.

i turned toward the door to see a girl stood in a door way 

oh shit, we've been caught.

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hey guys! i hope you like it. This is dedicated to botdfaddicted because she is awesome and persuaded me to update!

bye bye!

lots of love

Alice XOXOXOXOXO