Chapter 19

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*No ones Pov*

It was Sunday. Allysus invited Lauren and Camila to church with her.

In a major coincidence the topic that the church was discussing was homosexuals and homosexual acts.

The person speaking said "Though they know God's decree that those who practice such things deserve to die, they not only do them but give approval to those who practice them. Romans 1:32."

"Those who practice such things deserve to die" he repeated.

After this was going in for a fee minutes now Lauren started getting mad. She was angry that the pastor said that. She didn't think her and Camila deserved to die.

She wound up getting so upset and mad that she stood up from her seat and walked out of the sermon.

*Lauren's Pov*

I couldn't handle that. He kept saying I deserved to die. I didn't want to hear his explanation. I got so frustrated and mad that I just stormed out. Earlier he said something of I'm an abomination. And that means Camila is too. And she defiantly is not an abomination, she's perfect. I don't know if I'm mad at the pastor for delivering his message the way he did, or if I'm mad at Ally for bringing us. Maybe I'm just mad at myself for being gay.

I don't know what got to me, I just need Camila. I want her to just hold me and tell me everything is okay.

I usually don't just storm out during things, I don't know what hit me.

I just wanted to kiss Camila and be with her forever.

I went in a small ally on the side of the church and just cried. I don't know why I was crying, but it felt right to cry.

I heard someone coming so I tried containing my tears so they wouldn't find me. I haven't been crying very long, maybe a few minutes or so.

"Lauren?" I heard a familiar voice say.

It was Camila, but I'm not sure I wanted to see her. I didn't want her to see me like this.

I lifted my head from my knees and looked up. I saw Camila standing there in front of me.

She held out her hand and I grabbed it pulling myself up.

As soon as I stood up I wrapped my arms around her neck burying my face into her shoulder. She hugged me back very tightly and rubbed my back to comfort me.

I was right, her touch would make me feel better.

I was still sad and mad and upset about what just happened but she was my everything.

"I love you," She whispered as she kept softly running my back.

I felt so comfortable. I was so in love with this woman in front of me. There was nothing I could do to show her exactly how much I love her. I love her with everything I am and everything I have.

"I'm in love with you," I said to her, tears still running down my face.

She unwrapped her arms from my body and pulled mine off of her. She lightly put her hand on my cheek, and rubbed away my tears with her thumb. She smiled and looked into my eyes. Then she pulled me in slowly locking our lips together with love. Our lips were always the perfect match. They molded together like an art piece.

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