HELLO PEOPLE! I know that there are tons of theses things for so many kpop groups but, I really wanted to do this. They seem fun and honestly I might update it more than I do my Bangtan story so enjoy and if anyone does decide to comment, give me ad...
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I was sound asleep on the couch in my living room after I got home from work when all of a sudden I hear a familiar voice yelling while entering my house. "I"M HOME!" yelled Kunpimook. His name is really hard to pronounce so I just call him Bambam or Bam. "Bam I gave you an extra key for a reason. That reason was not for you to just randomly walk into my house like a lunatic. It was only for emergency purposes! That's not okay! I could've killed you!" I scolded him. "You wouldn't have done anything because your ass was sleeping on the couch." he states.
"Well whatever. I was having a good sleep until you just barged in. Today was exhausting." I tell him.
I know that we seem extremely close but, I have a secret that I've been keeping from him for a long time. I know it's not good to keep secrets from your best friend but if I told him, I'm pretty sure he would leave me. I've liked Bambam ever since 8th grade. Now the part that hurts the most was the fact that he had a girlfriend throughout all these years up until 2 years after we graduated. That's when everything got harder to cope with.
Almost everyday he would find some way to talk about his "extraordinary girl" and almost everyday I had to sit there and listen. My heart got punched with a thousand words that I wish could be used to describe me. He would say,"I miss when she used to laugh with me. Her laugh was so adorable," or,"Just seeing her face would light up my whole day. When will I ever find someone like that again?" When he said things like that, especially that second one, was when I hurt the most. I just wish that one day he would look through his ignorance and disbelief that his terrible ex left him, and realize that I could treat him way better than she ever did.
"I was at the store and I saw her today. She was with her new boyfriend. They had two kids together. I wanted to say something to her but, I just couldn't." he tells me. "Well maybe it was for the best. You have more opportunities and there are plenty of fish in the sea." I tell him trying to hide the piles of pain adding on top of each other. "I will never find someone like her. She was so perfect. How am I supposed to deal with this? Two years later and I'm still a big mess." Bambam expresses. "Maybe you need someone different. There's nothing wrong with trying something new." I say. "Well Idon't want anything different. I just want her or at least someone to love me like her. I'm gonna be alone for life. At lease I got you to talk to. I'll never forget my bestie." he says so casually.
*Stab, punch, kick, kill*
My heart exploded. Did he honestly just friendzone me? Is he so blind because of his dumb broken heart to actually see how much I care for him. Like him, even love him! I don't know how long I can hold in my feelings. I feel like I'm gonna burst! This is so frustrating! I just can't believe that this just happened. I don't want to just sit here and watch him suffer along with me! I miss the good days when before he got with that chick he used to flirt with me and I used to do it back. Although I was naive in those days it was still fun and I got so flustered and happy.
"You wouldn't know how good it feels to have someone like you around to make me feel better. I just really hope that one day someone will love me again." he continues on. There he goes again bickering with himself! I'm done with this.
"Kunpimook Bhuwakul! Are you that fucking blind? I have liked you ever since 8th grade! I sat back with you and cared about you ten times more than that girl ever did! Yet you still talk about her! Open your eyes and look right in front of you. I have loved you for so long and all you did was look past it. I've waited and waited and waited for you to leave your terrible girlfriend and finally see that I could've loved you better. That I was the one who could comfort you like no one else but what did you do? You go after the fake supermodel type that used you for all you had then went out and finally "decides to settle". Why do I even try with you? This whole speech probably went through one ear and out of the other just like all the hints I dropped at you that I liked you slipped out of your eyesight." I say now spilling out a river of tears. I'd been so damn patient with him but he never got a clue.
"I'm so sorry. (Y/n), I didn't want any of this to happen to you. I honestly wish I would've noticed sooner. I've liked you for a long time too I just hid my feelings because I didn't want you to run away from me like half of my other old best friends did. I thought everything would work out for us soon but it didn't then I soon developed fake imaginary feelings for her that were an illusion in my head. What you said just snapped me back." he informs me.
"What?" I say out of shock. "I've liked you ever since 7th grade. I just didn't know what to say to you. So I kept it to myself. I got with my ex in hopes to forget about my feelings but it turned out I kept hurting myself by doing so." he tells me. "All this time, we could've been together. What the hell even?" I say out loud to myself.
"I love you (Y/n) I wish things could've gotten confessed a different way. I was hoping that you would one day be my girlfriend but I understand if you don't want to anymore now." he says. "Are you kidding me? Of course I'll be your girlfriend and I promise to treat you way better than your last one. As long as you promise to treat me well too okay?" I say to him. "I promise. If I don't you have permission to beat me up." he claims. "Okay I will surely take advantage of that." I state with a sly grin.
Finally after all these years I get my wonderful dream boy. I can't wait for the future ahead of us.
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HEYYYYY!!!! So I'm gonna be updating a lot of this Labor Weekend! My friend banana-sehun is coming over so you'll get a few updates from her as well. This weekend is about to be LIT!!
Also I hope you guys enjoy my Bambam imagine. I hope I spelled his name right. Give me some feedback on these. I want to write more. I almost cried writing this one fam😭. Anyways, I hope you guys have been having a good month at school.
