Just Creator Things

I've got a migraine and now i'm stressed out (side vent)

I said I was gonna take a break from rambling on this thing, though this will probably be the official break. Not very official, really, I guess until I get better.

Anyway, down to the point. I've been recently getting this weird headaches where my left side of my face, head, neck and shoulders feel tense or like pressure is against it. Also, getting a headache or two behind one of my eyes or ears (still mainly on the left.)

I searched up my symptoms and what seems to match the most is; a migraine and a tension headache.

Yes. Oh, yes. Please sing the song. I know. I already know.

Tension headaches are really just headaches of feeling a painful pressure on your head and neck. They occur when your head and neck muscles tighten, often because of stress or anxiety. If I didn't say, I wish I could turn back time to the good olé days. When my momma sang me to sleep but now I'm stressed out.

I want to take my own pain seriously, but I don't. I'm going to be less? active but I will be working on my books, guys. School has managed to turn this author inside out and they will try to get back on top.

I guess the hole thing to teachers constantly talking about growing up and what I'm gonna do in life or I'm gonna fall on the sidewalk, watching people walk by, and refusing to ask for change because I'm too selfless. Maybe, just getting by is what I want but what will I do when my home bursts into flames and I just forgot to put down that extra penny to save all of my everything's from that disaster. Or just maybe I've finally realized how not-on-top I am with this hole growing up to be the artist I want to be. Realizing I just might not, maybe, got the stuff for someone or something to see that this means so much to me but I'm falling behind. No one saw how much I wanted and how much I worked but they all somehow ended on top of me. Somehow I'm pushed to the bottom.

Maybe. Me realizing, without the joke, that, no. I'm really not ready for this and how I thought I could just stride along with this. Might not work out so well. How I'm also alone in this.

I guess that's why I'm so stressed out. I'll try to take this break as long as I need and update you guys on them. When MTBF finishes, I'll start a new. Sorry.