Just Creator Things

motherfucking scHOOL IS BAXK FOR Me

Hey guys so, as you know. School is tomorrow for me.. Well today, since it's about 1:40am when I'm writing this. Can't say or tell how this year is gonna treat me. (Haha, every anxiety-weirdo-teen ever)

So far; My bestie has gotten into a petty fight with me because I saw "Suicide Squad" without her, (forgotten movie date, my fault)  and I'm honestly really worried if things will turnout like my ex-bestie ship. (Hint: things were toxic and not fun) It all managed to start happening within the 7th grade and after that things went down hill. I'm honestly glad, we don't talk anymore— *cOUGH*COUGH* tHAT'S ENOUGH SAD PAST SHit.

Anyway, point is. After a year, people get tired of me :). And I learn the hard way of being shown I'm not wanted. Though, everything's chill now but I'm not sure and comfortable. I got real talk from senpai, so far I know what to do if history decides to repeats itself again.

Second. School is back and I don't know how sophomore year is gonna treat me. More homework? More shitty teachers? More  u n n e c e s s a r y drama?  I'm learning to cope that I'm growing up, like it or not, and the days are going much faster when the day were longer when I was ten.

Third. We'll have to see how much school kicks my ass and then I'll update. But I wILL. Trust me. I haven't even been able to draw much and boi i pissed about that.

Fourth. pOKÉMON GO STARTE WORKHNG FOR ME MUN BUT WHEN I DO UT, I CAN EVEN CATCH A FUCK STARTER WITHOUT IT CLOSING ON ME. KILL ME. Also, sad part, a glitched happen and my mum has to start all over. unu

As you see. I'm so fucked up, school hasn't started yet, drama tsunami is already building, and I have to wake up 5:30 in the morning for this shit.

I was never ready in the first place.

See you on the other side.