I've created this thing at practically 6am and the sun is rising. There was so much I wanted to do but I continue to procrastinate and I hate myself for it.
Like I know I'm going to officially hate myself in the future when school comes back around. I can already feel the hot nonstop self-hatred on my back as I side stiffly on the bus. Lonesome and angry. So much anger. Anger.
I need to fix this. Fix my sleep, determination, skills, procrastination, self-dishonesty, everything. This is not okay. I at least wanted to finish Minestuck way past now, tbh and I am highly upset with myself.
Tomorrow—...Today is a new day.
Does the same shit again.
I hate myself with a STRONG vehemence.
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Just Creator Things
عشوائيSo this is mainly an admin book. Where I put my thoughts, personal life, rants, (memes), and more I'm sure of. A public, cringe worthy, dairy and way to connect with very few. But I also like staying a mystery tho,,, shrugs. A book about me and my s...
