Bed Time

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I've created this thing at practically 6am and the sun is rising. There was so much I wanted to do but I continue to procrastinate and I hate myself for it.

Like I know I'm going to officially hate myself in the future when school comes back around. I can already feel the hot nonstop self-hatred on my back as I side stiffly on the bus. Lonesome and angry. So much anger. Anger.

I need to fix this. Fix my sleep, determination, skills, procrastination, self-dishonesty, everything. This is not okay. I at least wanted to finish Minestuck way past now, tbh and I am highly upset with myself.

Tomorrow—...Today is a new day.

Does the same shit again.

I hate myself with a STRONG vehemence.

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