Where Love is, Lies Are!!

CHAPTER 20

Emma(POV)

Am here sitting in the noisy lunchroom, reading, well am trying to read, but I can't.

These kids are so damn noisy and the scene that happens this kept replaying in my head.

Why not go the library?

Of course, our stupid principal chooses lock the library room. I mean come on, no one, well the nerds, of course, we don't want to be here, AT ALL!

I pushed my book to the side and laid my head on the table before me, it was cool and relaxing. I closed my eyes to think about what happened with Logan and I this morning, what the hell did he even mean?

I never ever encounter with this boy before, and he's going to tell me that he wants to sleep with me!

The nerve, oh that asshole!
If he thinks that he's ever gonna have a chance to sleep with me, that would be the day I'm dead!

He's damn lucky he walked off. Plus he kissed my cheek!

Not gonna lie but his lips were pretty soft, but there's no way am going to say that to his face, but why in the world would he do that??

And threatened me before doing all that!

Urrrrgghh!!!

Boys are so confusing!!

I am getting a headache.

You know I never put my life out on the line, when it comes to guys, especially the cute ones, I get weak in the knees, and wear makeup, even heels, paint my nails and when I don't care I play men like a kin doll, totally don't wash my hair and let it bounce like a basketball. Its funny how a guy can let any girl glow, but we fake it, so it doesn't show.

That's why I never smile or show any emotional expression when speaking to a guy. It's always a straight face, I mean if they can do it, we women do it better. It's our hearts that always comes in the way.

I breathe in and out.

You know what I don't get, why the hell do girls throw themselves at boys, it's not worth it, your just gonna get hurt in return, that's boys alright, they see that your not even trying to play hard to get, that's when they make their move and use you, then dump you like trash!

Sigh. I breathe in and out again.

I don't even know why am thinking all these crappy thoughts anyway.

I miss bash!

I groaned out loud, like really loud.

Jeez, I need help, I smiled a little. I miss his lips, smile, laugh, voice, hands, hair, I miss every single thing.

I took a hand and pull the hair band for my hair, I let it flow along my side. Keisha and Zoey always says that I look beautiful when I place my hair on one side of my face, I actually really need a haircut, but my mom is half Indian so she doesn't think I should cut it, I mean do you know how sad it is that whenever am going to a hotel with Zoey I have to bring my shampoo and conditioners.

Them little bottles of shampoo can't wash my hair its way too thick and long, my mom used to tell me that I could go work for Disney world and be Meridith for them, she always says that when I just blow out my hair.

Yeah, Meridith and I could be sisters.

I sighed.

I wish I was in bed again, oh shit, I have detention then work, OH COME ON KARMA!!

" well, you look like you need a bed" I raise my head to look at my newly enemy, and yes everyone that talks to me today is my enemy.

" you got one to offer?" I asked in a low voice.
He smiled, let's say he's damn cute, his smile is really nice.