Where Love is, Lies Are!!

Chapter 26

Emma (P. O. A) :

Frozen.

That's all I feel.

After what I just heard, felt.

God knows I'm trying to think, I want to believe I misunderstood what I heard.

I don't want to believe what I just heard, my mother, the most wonderful person on this earth, dying slowly.

I couldn't hold it in, my eyes are filled with tears.

I blink, again feeling hot tears running down my cheeks.

I've been crying for what felt like hours.

What did she do?

I'm I the reason she's going through this?

These questions, I want answers.

Maybe if I stop crying I won't feel anything, but that's impossible.

All this pain gives me anxiety.

I breathe in sharply, and breath out slowly.

More tears.

They won't stop.

To be honest, I don't want them to stop.

Pain.

I feel as if my heart is being pulled out of my chest, being ripped by bare hands.

Torn in pieces.

Hopelessly gasping for air, I feel like I'm dying.

Why her?

Why her?

Why her?

Why her?

WHY??!!!

I can't live without her, she's my other half, the only person that makes me, ME!! ...I WANT TO SCREAM.

I opened my mouth but no words could come out.

Gripping my hair as tight as I could, breathing heavily, I - I feel like I'm about to have a heart attack.

My hearts aching so bad.

I held my chest where my heart lays, I can't feel my heartbeat anymore, it like someone, torn out my chest and shoved there hand in to slow it's down.

My hands are sweaty, my face feel like it's on fire, I feel like I'm being strangled by a very strong person.

I claw at my throat. I'm reaching out, I'm drowning in pain.

I feel like am crashing like I just hit a wall.

I need a miracle.

I think I'm losing my mind now.

I need her.

I need her right now.

I could hear voices yelling, what are they saying.

"EMMA PLEASE, OPEN THE DOOR, PLEASE!! "

Never!!.. They KNEW ALL THIS TIME AND KEPT IT AWAY FROM ME!!

ME!!

HER DAUGHTER!!!

"Em, we're sorry we didn't tell you, please"

Oh sure.

"This isn't healthy "

HOW WOULD THEY KNOW WHAT ISN'T AND IS HEALTHY!!!

I'll tell you what's NOT HEALTHY.

KEEPING THIS FROM ME!!

For god knows how long, laughing with me, KNOWING THAT MY MOTHER IS ON HER DEATH ROAD.