don't forget to smile

Chapter 10

As the day went by I slowly was getting more and more comfortable with school, but not the people. I still felt very uncomfortable around them. The only person I knew was Hoseok. I mean it's not like I wasn't used to not having friends but I felt weird, like an outcast.

II was heading to lunch and sort of lost my way. I turned corners and I just could not find the lunchroom. I turned one corner and I instantly wished I was blind. In the farthest corner of the hallway were Taehyung and a girl, not a very nice sight. I instantaneously turned around and headed the other direction. As I walked you could hear their heated discussions filled with senseless remarks about their love for each other. I covered my ears and dashed away.

I finally reached he cafeteria and found Hoseok sitting impatiently in a seat. " oh your ok!" He said relieved I smiled at him and sat down in the chair he had picked out for me. "Has anyone seen Tae?" Everyone shook their heads at Hoseoks comment. " I did, he was with a girl, in the back hallway." I made a face of disgust and he got the gist of what I was saying "oh...OH!" I nodded my head. Minutes after I said that Tae walked through the door.

"Hello Guys, Hello Cynthia.." Taehyung said staring straight at me. All I could think about was him in that hallway, slowly a face of disgust crept onto my face.I bowed my head down without saying a word." I have to go to the bathroom ,but I don't know where it is? Hobi can you take me" I whispered. "I will take you" the words lept out of Taehyung's mouth. "Ok" I responded.

I slowly stepped out of my seat. " I will be right back, Hoseok" I leaned closer to his ear " if I am not back in 5 minutes come look for me" He nodded, and I moved on. I let Taehyung lead me, honestly I didn't need to go to the bathroom I just wanted to get away from society. I skipped behind him, as he walked at a quick pace.
There was a large window and it over looked the front garden of the school. I stopped and admired the view as 3 yellow butterflies lightly passed by. I was in awe at the sight and couldn't find the guts to leave the window. With a jerk I was back walking, Taehyung dragged me by my wrist and indicted where the bathroom was. "There" he pointed to the bathroom." Thank you" I smiled and was beginning to move when, he grabbed both my shoulders and pushed me against the wall. I instantly reacted " what the fuck is wrong with you, do you know how much that hur-!" He cut me off. Slamming his mouth against mine, my body went stiff. After a while he let go of me and spoke " you are so pretty" He looked deeply into my eyes. Slowly I wiped my mouth and spoke " I don't know if this is how you get girls around here ,but if so , count me out" I untangled myself from him and started speeding away. He quickly ran infront of me and stopped me in my tracks. "Look, I am really sorry I don't know what came over me, I just I couldn't resist myself." He sat with a disappointed look. My voice became softer "well, look you have a girlfriend, control your urges" I said. " how do you know I have girlfriend?" He said suspiciously. I looked at him and made eye contact, I quickly looked away " you and her were in the back hallway, I couldn't find the lunch room and I stumbled upon you two". At these words his face went red. "Oh" is all he could manage to say. I laughed to loosen the tension. I started to walk off as Taehyung stopped me " can we be friends?" He looked at me. " sure, why not" I responded and walked off....