A Master for Razel!

Chapter 2.. Not a prison but home

Prison... It feels like I'm slowly suffocating. Like there is no place that I could go that wouldn't feel like prison. Luke looks at me with a deep sadness hidden in his eyes. He doesn't speak but I can tell he wants to ask if I'm alright.

Am I alright? Will I ever be alright?

The answer is no. I'll never be the same, I'll never be alright. But my little brother has been through enough, he doesn't need to know that I'm broken. Damaged. Internally dead. He'll never know. I'll never let him find out.

"Razel, come inside." Luke whispered softly. I pushed the car door open and got out. Shutting the door as I made my way Inside the place I once called home.

"There better not be anyone here. I said no surprises when you last visited me...alright?" I said coldly. Luke flinched but rushed me inside.  The second he opened the door and ushered me inside, the lights flipped on and someone screamed.

"SURPRISE, welcome home!" 

I turned slowly and glared at Luke, he just smiled innocently at me an hid slightly behind his Dom who stood protectively In front of him. I scoffed at that and spoke. "You must be Mike. My brothers Dom, you're right to protect him. But I would never hurt my brother.... Although, YOU are another thing entirely." And then walked upstairs to my old room slamming the door shut.

LUKE'S PROV.

My master sighed as Razel slammed the door to his room shut. My heart ached for my older brother. I was losing him. Slowly. He thinks I don't know but something happened in prison. Something that made the light in his eyes die out. He's slowly becoming a hallow shell of a man he was. I could feel it and though my master and Razel have just met, Master can feel it as well.

"Be still pet. He will be alright. He has you. And me. Even if he doesn't want our help." I nodded and Leaned into his chest.

"I can't lose him. He's all I have left beside you, Master. He is the way he is because of me." My eyes swelled with tears. My heart sinking into my stomach. Master pulls me closer.

"Shhhh, he protected you. He did so because he loves you. And to belittle that by saying what that monster did to you was your fault is wrong. You were the victim of a terrible crime and your brother bravely protected you. Whatever is happening to him has nothing to do with you. He will tell us when he is ready, let's not push him until then." I nodded and he kissed my lips softly. My smile still shows for the guests but in the inside my heart was squeezing, my chest tight.

RAZEL'S PROV

I felt bad. The guilt hurt. I felt like I hurt him when I went to my room. But he knows I hate crowds I told him when he visited me in prison. Yet what does he do.... HE THROWS A PARTY! I love my little brother but I wanna kill him. A knock broke me out of my thoughts.

"Yes?" I answered gruffly. No one answered back. Feeling annoyed I got up and opened the door. Looking out I saw the most sexy. Drop dead gorgeous. But scary looking guy I have ever seen in my life. I had to look up because he was taller than me. His pricing blue eyes starring daggers at me. "What do you need? The party is down stairs." I said coldly hiding my lust. He smirked while looking down at me.

"Luke has demanded you come down. It is after all your party." The sexy beast tells me all while still wearing that fucking smirk. My body tenses. My gaze hardens. You can feel the aura around me become cold and hateful. Shit, I can feel the push against my temple. Fuck. The sexy man furrows his eyes in confusion at my reaction. I sigh.

"Tell my brother that if anyone so much as approaches me I'll leave." I said slamming the door shut in his face. Deep breathes. In and out. Control it. After my little 'episode' I went to my closet and got out some grey sweat pants and a black long sleeve nirvana shirt. I took a few calming breathes as My face turns emotionless, then I opened the door. Ignoring the sexy man as I walked down stairs. Luke smiled as he saw me. I just nodded and stood next to him all night. Mike and the sexy man were across the room while me and Luke were on the other side.

"Luke, who is with Mike?" I asked my voice not giving anything way. Luke looked at me before answering.

"That is Master Damien. He is a Master Dom, like a high boss for BDSM. He is Master Mike's best friend. Why?" I looked up and saw everyone starring at me and Luke. The pushing in my mind was increasing. I could feel My body tensing up and I took a step back. My fist clenched. Luke's hand rested on my shoulder. I calmed down as some people brought cake out with candles.

Ah, that's why he threw the party. Today is the day I got out of prison yes but I forgot, Today is also my birthday. I forgot. 'Hahahahaha hmmmm you forgot our birthday.' I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe. Ignore it, Razel. Ignore it.

After they sang happy birthday, they waited for me to blow out the candles. I looked towards Luke and nodded towards the cake. He gave a small smile and he blew the candles out. It was something we did as kids. Our father was abusive and always got drunk and beat us ( I took most of Luke's beatings so he didn't have to) mostly me, so I never liked birthdays because of our father. He did many other things too but thankfully I made it so Luke never had to go through them and that he never finds out. So every year on my birthday I let Luke blow out the candles so he can have the birthdays he never got growing up. Plus I just don't like birthdays and the whole celebration thing so I let him do it for me. The crowd slowly clapped after the flames were blown out. They looked confused but I was happy they didn't ask. I hate my past.

'Every piece of your past. Every painful memory made me. So I love it.'

"Razel, do you want some cake?" Luke asked softly. I shook my head and walked towards the back door. Shutting the sliding door behind me I walked towards the edge of the pool and sat on a pool chair. The cool night air blowing on my face made my tense body relax into the chair.

'You can't just pop in out of nowhere like that.'

Looking up at the sky, my breathing slowed as I laid back. My eyes closed. My head throbbed a little.

'I don't see why not. You never cared before. In Fact, you encouraged me to come out.'

'You just can't damn it! Not here. Not with these people, I can't. Not here, I'm sorry.' I broke out of my thoughts when I heard the glass door slide open then closed. It was silent for a moment.

"Luke, Why are you starting at me?