A Master for Razel!

Chapert 8. Time to process.

A/N~~~ this is the backyard of their house. I imagine a couple pool chairs right next to the pool side where they talked in the earlier chapters. But all in all I think it's beautiful.

Enjoy this new update.

Razel's p.o.v.

Everything has been different since the therapy session last week. Luke hasn't talked to me or even looked at me since then. I knew I shouldn't have told him all that so fast, but he made me angry and it all just poured out before I could stop myself and now Mike and Damien knows. I just wish he would let me talk.

"He'll get over it soon." I turned to face the door and saw Damien leaning in the doorway. I looked away and sighed.

"What makes you so sure?" I asked. I haven't been able to look him in the eye after my little break down in his car. He hasn't said anything about it and for that I'm thankful. He sat next to me and patted my head.

"You're his big brother. Right now... he's just processing everything you've told him. Give him time." He replied softly. I refused to look at him, I'm positive my face is red. I just nodded and he chuckled. "You're so cute." I glared at him and hit his hand away.

"I am not cute." He sighed and his hand gripped my chin and he jerked my face to the side. I was now face to face with him. He stared at me and smirked.

"Listen pet, I don't like back talk. When I say something I mean it and you shouldn't question it. Am I understood?" He said sternly. I sat there shocked. I nodded and he grinned wider.  "Good boy." My heart pounded in my chest at the praise.

'I can't believe you are falling for this guy! He's weird. I don't feel right about him! Yes the man is sex on legs but not now!'

Shhhh, shut up. I am not falling for him. He's just my brothers boyfriends friend. That's it.

'Sure.'

"I think I'll just go to bed. This past week has really been rough and I'm tired." I said roughly. He stared at me for a second but then nodded. He stood up and bent down and kissed my forehead. Both of our eyes widen but he covers it up and walks out of my room closing the door behind him.

'What was that all about? Do you not trust him or something?' I asked silently. It was quiet for a few seconds.

'It's not that I don't trust him. I just get the feeling that he is hiding something. Both him and Mike... I don't know, I feel they are not telling us something. But maybe that's just me being paranoid.'

'You've never been wrong about your feelings before.'

'I know. That's what scares me.'

I sighed and laid on my bed. How am I supposed to deal with this and give Luke time to process. My next session is on Friday. That's only three days away. I guess I'll just take everything day by day. One thing at a time.

First, I need to deal with Luke. I need to give him time. It was a big shock finding out that his childhood is one of secrets and lies which I told so he didn't have to grow up too fast. That it was our father that caused the lies. I just need to give him time.... But how long should I wait to talk to him? Will he even want to come with me to my next session?