Hannah's Pov
Right as we got into the bus I ran straight to the bathroom, slamming the door and locking it. I slid down the door, tears rolling down my face in all.
Why does this have to happen to me? My life had been perfect without him in it and now he's back and probably gonna make my life hell again. I let out a long sigh, fuck my life.
Right then I saw something shine in the light, I crawled over to it and realized it was one of my razors. I picked it up and examined the piece of metal that once was the only thing there for me at times. It looked lonely to be fair it was cold and glistened in the light.
Suddenly an urge to take it and slide it across my skin came over me. Maybe just one time it'll get me through the day just once.
I took the metal and dug it into my skin, I drug it across my pale wrist and watched the crimson color drip from my wound. It felt so good to have all the emotions out but I still felt numb.
I needed more.
Two cuts turned into four, then four into eight until finally I had made 12 cuts down my right arm. I finally felt something, what I was yearning for, pain.
Suddenly my vision became blurry and I could hardly see. My arm seed to start getting this horrible sting and it wouldn't go away. I took a glance at my wrist and screamed. I heard who I thought to be Candace banging and shouting for me outside the door.
I could hear her trying to open the door but it was no use I had locked the damn thing. I then heard a mans voice but couldn't single out who it was.
The door was kicked down but I couldn't tell who it was I saw Candace's face and tried to say something. but I couldn't I felt a tear roll down my face the darkness engulfed me.
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That was a tear jerker I must say I cried while writing this.
Will Hannah make it or will this be her last tour?
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FanficHannah Snowdon is in the band Drowning My Demons. She has worked her whole life to get away from her severe bullying in high school and now she just wants to forget the past. But what happens when a certain enemy appears in her life again and change...
