You don't really know me; oli sykes

Chapter 16

Hannah's Pov

Today was the kick-off of The American Dream Tour and I couldn't be happier. Bring Me The Horizon, Of Mice And Men, Issues, and Drowning My Demons will be on this tour too. It's supposed to last till. The tour kicks off in Orlando, Florida at the Plaza (Live) Theater.

My band will be the first opening act, then issues, Then Bmth, and then Of Mice And Men will close the show. Tonight's gonna be fucking sick I can already feel it in my bones.

"Drowning My Demons on stage in five" A man with a headset called as he peeked his head through the dressing room.

"You ready?" Candace asked nervously. I'm actually kinda nervous too we haven't performed in a while.

"Yeah i'm gonna do some vocal warm ups just to be safe" I said taking a sip of my special tea that supposed to help your throat when you sing.

I did my vocal warm up and caught up with the band they were all peeping out the entrance to the stage mumbling how cool it looked.

I smiled and ran towards the group. I jumped on Candace's back. She screamed and punched me in the shoulder. I laughed and jumped off her back.

"Drowning my Demons on in 30" The same man said passing by.

We all got in a circle and put out hands out. "1, 2, 3, 4 let's drown some demons" We all threw our arms in our the air and ran onstage. I felt someone grab my arm and I turned to see Oliver smiling.

"Good luck love" he gave me a good luck kiss then ran the opposite way. I ran out on the stage and screamed into the mic "ARE YOU READY ORLANDO!?"

The set lost went like this: Now (Paramore cover), Middle finger anthem (our song), and Savior.

"Ok I want all the people in this room who feel like they're nothing, they can't stand to look at themselves in the mirror, or the suffer from bullying to raise your hands up and say I need a savior" I yelled into the microphone.

Hundreds of hands shot up in the air and I almost choked.

"Now I know that life may seem like there's nothing left for you to live for, you feel like if you were to commit suicide no one would care. That's not true we care Every single band and person in the crowd would care if you ended your life. You're part of a family that never stops growing we love one another with all our hearts cause this is a place we call home."

"This song is dedicated to the people who felt the same way I did when I was your age I hope you like it"

As I sang savior and I saw faces streamed with tears and other kids hugging each other. I started to choke up and dropped to the stage.

"I'm so sorry you guys it hurts so much to sing this song, a few months ago I relapsed. And I'm so sorry I feel so terrible I tell you all to stay strong and don't relapse but I did it myself please don't hate me"

I dropped the mic and ran off the stage and back to the dressing room I slammed the door behind me and laid my self on the yellow tinted couch. I heard knocking at the door and someone calling my name.

"Go away" I screamed. The knocking continued and I began to get frustrated.

"GO AWAY" I screamed louder. The knocking stopped and I heard the door open and close. And the mysterious person pick me up and set them in their lap. I soon Identified the cologne as Oliver's Armani smell and cuddle up to him closer.

"Hannah baby are you okay? You scared me out there you really did" Oli whispered into my hair.

"Oli I betrayed them, I said I wouldn't ever cut myself ever again but I went back on my promise at Warped Tour. I feel so shitty. They probably all hate me" I croaked, the lump in my throat now feeling bigger.

"Hannah they don't hate you for what you did. You showed them that staying clean isn't always as easy as others think. You showers them that slip ups will happen, but it's part of the healing process" Oli said rubbing my back soothingly.

"Do you really think so? This whole band started because I wanted to make a difference in the lives of people who feel like they have nothing left" I said looking up at him.

"I know so" He answered back. I leaned up and gave him a sweet and passionate kiss.

"Thank you Oliver, you always know what to say"

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The concert had just ended and now all the bands were having a signing I was sitting next to Oliver, our two free hands intertwined with each other.

After a few moments the fans were able to go to whichever table to get things signed. A girl with The top layer of her hair pastel blue and the bottom half pastel pink walked over to the table. The girl had snakebites and get ears gauged to 2g. I smiled at her and noticed the large amount of bracelets that were on her arms. One arm was held close to her side as the other held a picture with all four bands and big white spaces under each picture.

"Can you sign this please?" She asked shyly.

"Sure thing love what's your name?" I asked as I wrote in the space under my band picture.

"Patience." The girl answered.

"Oh my gosh I love your name it's so unique" I said to her as I handed her the picture.

"Thank you, um Hannah can I speak to you in private?"

She asked me I smiled and nodded. I kissed Oli on the cheek and followed Patience out the door of the signing.

"Hannah I just wanted to say thank you for saving my life. I go through the same thing you did at school and I wanted to give up too. But I knew that if you could get through it I could get through it so I went through high school and now I own my own music store and it couldn't be better" She said tears streaming down her face.

"Thank you" She said hugging me. I cried and squeezed Patience in my arms. I can't believe i've had such an impact on her life.

I released her from the hug and wiped my eyes.

"Your welcome"

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The rest of the night went by really fast and we all ended up back on the tour buses. I decided to sleep on the Bmth bus since Oli invited me.

I changed into some sweats then a plain old tank top and climbed in the bunk with him. He kissed my temple and wrapped his arms around my waist and sang hospital for souls to me.

I went to sleep listening to Oli's beautiful voice that night.

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Hey guise I hopped you like that chapter it's kinda a filler though. hehe.

Anyway I MADE A NEW FRIEND TODAY WE ARE EXACTLY ALIKE IT'S SO SCARY OMFG.

STAY SEMPITERNAL LIKE JOHN'S LOVE FOR SHERLOCK