You don't really know me; oli sykes

Chapter 6

Hannah's Pov

I awoke in an unknown world surrounding me. I looked down and saw that my clothes were bloody and my arm had 12 fresh cuts on it I sighed to myself.

I understood that what I did was wrong but I deserved the pain I felt when I took the blade to my wrist.

I walked forward through the field of flowers that surrounded me. As I walked further I saw a tall oak tree, as I got closer I saw man in a white suit facing me. The man got more familiar as I got closer until I realized it was my father.

" Daddy?" I said as I walked up to the man.

" Yes it's me Pixie princess" He said as he looked at me with a sad smile. I smiled and jumped up and gave him a hug.

" I missed you d-daddy I r-really did "

I said as my voice cracked and my tears cascaded down my face.

" I missed you too pixie, me and mommy both"

I lifted my head up at the sound of my mothers name.

"Moms here?" I asked as I looked around excitement and confusion on my face.

" I'm right here sunshine" I turned at the sound of my mothers soothing silky voice saying the old nickname she had for me. I looked at her and saw her dark brown, almost black hair cascading down her back.

She wore a white dress that brought out her hazel eyes perfectly. I jumped out of my fathers arms and ran straight into hers.

" Mommy I missed you so much" I said as I squeezed her softly and let out a soft cry.

" Baby calm down I'm here " my mother said as she stroked my hair.

" Hannah I've seen what you've been doing to yourself and it hurts me so much to know what you've been going through down there. I know it's hard no having us there but you need to try to stop for me and your father, I know it's hard but try please baby try" my mother said as she looked me in the eyes.

She grabbed my arms and looked me in the eyes.

" You are stronger than that blade Hannah, your stronger than anything. You need to forgive that boy for what he did to you or you may never wake up again Hannah, me and your father are peaceful up here we're not hurting anymore, we're in paradise." She said as tears rolled down her eyes then she tucked a piece of hair be hind my ear.

" But I don't wanna wake you want to be with you and daddy, please mom!"

I screamed at her as tears rolled down my face and blurred my vision.

" I understand sweetie you want to be happy but you'll be happy once you forgive that boy for his actions, it's not your time Hannah not now. You need to wake up, do it for mommy and daddy." She said as she smiled at me suddenly my father and her had spread out beautiful white wings and joined hands together.

" You need to wake up Hannah we'll see you soon"

"WAIT HOW DO I WAKE UP MOM?! DAD?!" I screamed as I tried to run towards them but every time I got closer they got farther.

"You'll know sweetie you'll feel it, good bye for now we love you"

And just like that they left a bright light engulfed me then darkness fell.

~ End Of Dream~

My eyes shot open and I looked around to see a hospital room the smell of disinfectant made me cough and gag. Haven't been in one of these in a long time I thought to myself. I looked to my right and saw Candace passed out in a chair next to my bed.

I coughed and Candace lifted her head up looking around to see where the noise came from, once she saw me looking at her her eyes grew as big ad golfballs.

"Hannah your up!" She screamed as she engulfed me in a bone crushing hug.

" Don't you ever fucking scare me like that again I thought I would never see my sister again" She said as she let go of me and looked me straight in the eye.

" Im not planning to do it again I'm sorry I did that to you guys you, Matt, Roxy, and Crystal didn't need to see me like that." I said truthfully I felt like shit because I promised Candace I wouldn't hurt myself again.

" Speaking if the others are they here?" I asked her.

"Yeah they're out in the waiting room i'll go get them."

A few minutes later a group of my familiar band members filled what used to be my empty hospital room.

They all showered me in "hellos" and "we missed you'' till I finally got them to shut up. Roxy got up and sat down on my bed.

"Hey you" she said as she poked my arm. I smiled and playfully shoved her away.

"Hey" I said with a smile.

" You know you really scared us Hannah I couldn't bare the thought of never seeing you again, you are in a coma for 4 weeks Hannah."

" I'm so sorry Roxy i'm so sorry I should have talked to you guys instead of cutting I'm so sorry" I said as I broke into hysterics.

" It's okay Hannah don't forget I know how you feel just come talk to me if you want to hurt yourself again okay?"

She said with a reassuring hand on my shoulder.

" Yeah i'll make sure that i'll see you first"

I hear a knock on my door and see the doctor coming in.

" Well hello Hannah good to see that you're looking alive and well, I just have to keep you for one more night then you can leave tomorrow morning okay?"

" Yeah thank you I'd really like to leave as soon as possible." I say with a laugh.

Dr. Garth soon left and Candace cleared everyone out of the room.

" Well sleep good Hannah i'll pick you up tomorrow love youuuu" She said as she blew fake kisses at me.

"Love you too dace" I shouted as she left my room.

I slid back down into my bed and closed my eyes and thought to myself.

Guess I'm gonna accept Oliver's apology tomorrow, I really hope this is the smartest thing to do.

Guess we'll see

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Here ya go another update and I apologize if this chapter sucks.

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