Sacrifices

Chapter 21

Jho's POV

(A/N: guys may lilinawin lang ako sa flashback)

-Flashback-

Remember nung sinabi ko kila ate Ells na crush ko si Marci? Well, yun yung totoo. I really don't know kung bakit ko sya pinayagan mangligaw.

-End-

Bea's POV

Nagulat ako kasi biglang lumapit si Jho sakin. Ano kailangan nito?

"Bea, I love you."

Shit... Totoo ba to?

No. Hindi pwede. May Jana na ko.

Pero mahal mo parin?

E-ewan... Ay basta! Wag sumabat utak!

Mahal mo pa rin. Kaso may Jana ka lang kaya naguguluhan ka.

Hay bahala na. Siguro she's just drunk kaya nya nasabi yun. We don't know, di ba?

Hindi ko siya pinansin at sumayaw nalang ulit.

"Bea, sabi ko mahal kita. I lo---"

"Can you stop it, Jho?! I don't know what you're saying! I have a girlfriend and you have a boyfriend. Stop. Please stop."

"Bea, wala akong boyfriend."

Wala? Wait. So what?!

Ay oo nga pala.

"Ay oo nga pala. May manliligaw ka."

"Bea, h-hindi yan totoo. Dare lang yun ng kaibigan ni Marci."

"DARE LANG YUN"
"DARE LANG YUN"
"DARE LANG YUN"

DARE LANG YUN?!?!?

Tang ina naman pala.

Naguguluhan ako.. Hindi pwede. I have Jana now. I... I don't know. What should I do?!

"Jho, pwede ba. You're just drunk--"

Hindi ko natuloy sasabihin ko dahil bigla nya akong......
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HINALIKAN.

Shit. Is this real?!

Fuck. This is my first kiss! Hindi pa kasi kami nag kikiss ni Jana eh. Nauudlot palagi. Pero shit lang. Si Jho first kiss ko! And... Not my girlfriend.

"Bea?"

Jana?! Shit.

Tinulak ko naman si Jho and putang ina lang. I just saw my girlfriend crying.

"Jana..."

Umalis sya...

"This is all your fault! Get away from me! Wait. No. Get away from us!"

Pag kasabi ko nun ay sinundan ko na si Jana.

"B-babe?" -Me

"B-bea... A-ano yun? Ano bang m-meron s-si.... J-jho na w-wala ak-ako."

"Jana, you're perfect. Is this about the kiss? She's probably just drunk. She didn't mean it naman... Siguro."

"H-hindi ako mapanatag,Bea. Ang hirap. Lalo na't alam ko na kayang kaya nya na agawin ka----"

"Why would you say that? Jana, I love you. I always do. Kaya sana trust my heart naman. I know na tama yung choice ni heart na ikaw yung i-choose. Jana naman. Ikaw lang. Promise. If you want we can go to California muna. Ngayong bakasyon lang. Kahit 2 months lang. I have some kamag anak dun so no worries sa place."