A Love Like War

What just happened

Jacks P.O.V

"Jack please come with me to this party were seniors and you have yet to go to one party." My best friend Kellin says to me.

We were at lunch with our group the was Kellin, me, Vic, Alan, Zack, Justin, Tony, Mike, Mikey, and Gerard. It was just us the hopeless teens.

"Fine I'll go but you owe me Kells." I tell Kellin. I can already tell this party's going to end badly. Kellin starts dancing around the table. Vic Kellin's boyfriend gets up to get Kellin to sit down. Austin Alan's boyfriend is one of the popular kids so he keeps the other away from us.

But they have no idea that Austin's gay. The kids at our school were such homophobes. My parent don't know that I'm gay. They would kick my ass out of the house faster than you can say hi. I hate my parents they are gone everyday and don't come home till 12 in the morning or they just don't come home.

                              After school
I start getting ready to go to this party Austin's throwing. I put on a Asking Alexandria shirt and black skin jeans. I fix my hair and run to grab my leather jacket.

I get off the couch when I hear Kellin honk outside my house. When I get in the car I see Vic, Mike, and Tony already in the car. Kellin puts on Black veil Brides. Saviour come on and we all sing along.

After the fourth song we arrived at Austin's house. We all went our separate ways when we got in to the house. I when in to the kitchen to get a beer.

One of the most popular kids just came up to me and asked if I wanted to do shots with him. Me and Alex walked in to the kitchen so we can get the vodka and shot glass.

About five or six shots after I was wasted but he said he could do more shots than me and I was like ah hell no. So I'm now on my tenth shot and Alex was done." Hahaha I beat you Alex." I slurred.

" I'm not done with you yet babe." Alex also slurred. What does he...
I lost all thought when Alex started kissing me.
(The emu is now taking over)

Alex broke the kiss and grabbed my hand. I stayed quiet after all the guy that I had a crush on just kissed me and now he's taking me up stairs with. He opened a door he quickly pushed me then shut it behind me. He started waking over to me with a look I never seen before with a swift motion he pushed me on the bed.

"You're mine tonight." Alex slurred and gave me a wink.

I felt my face grow red. we were both drunk and I don't know what to do I'm a nervous wreak. My focus goes back to him and he starts taking his clothes off.

"Wait...a-are we going to..um do it?" I stuttered.

He didn't say a word...I was scared but I wanted this for so long. Alex was now on top of me and he started stripping me of my clothes. As he took my shirt off I could feel the cold breeze on my skin and soon he started sucking on my neck. I tried holding back every moan but he started grinding on me and it came out. I covered my mouth quickly and my face grew more red than it already was.

He leaned down to my ear and whispered, "Don't hold back no one will hear or come in."

Alex took my jeans off and start rubbing me. It felt so great to be touched by him and next thing I knew I was moaning out his name. He grabbed my face and started kissing me I could taste the vodka. I could feel his tongue going everywhere inside my mouth and it only turned me on more. He slid his hands down to my boxers and he started messing with them.

"P-please..fuc-ahh A-alex..." I tried begging him but I couldn't even finish one sentence.

"If you want some -hic- you have to say it clearly." He said.

"f-fuck...me..please." I said quietly.

He quickly took off my boxers and we started having a sloppy make out session but he soon moved lower and lower. He started sucking on me while I tangled my fingers in his hair and I couldn't help but fall for him more.

"Alex I'm..ahh... c-close!" I moaned out.

He stopped and came up to my face started kissing me. He moved to my neck and started biting, sucking, and licking me. Alex stuck his fingers in my mouth and started moving them around all over my tongue. Muffled moans started coming out of my mouth. He gave out a small chuckle and pull his fingers out of my mouth with a string of saliva connecting them. He slowly started putting his finger inside of me and spreading them apart. I couldn't wait any longer I needed him more than anything.

"C-can you put it in?" I asked slightly drowsy.

Without saying anything he lined himself up and without warning he slammed into me. I screamed out in pain I didn't think it would hurt this bad. A few tears escaped and Alex noticed he started wiping them away.

"I'm so sorry I just couldn't hold back." He said feeling guilty.

"It's fine k-keep going." I said trying not to let more tears slip out.

He was more gentle and slower with his pace. I slowly started getting us to it and told him to go faster. He started thrusting in and out faster. I started clawing at his back and screaming out his name.

"Alex I'm going to cum!" I moaned out to him.

Alex started stroking me and slamming into me even harder then before. Soon enough I screamed out in pleasure and came on my stomach. A little after he also came inside of me and pulled out. He fell beside me and kissed my nose. Alex laid down beside me and soon fell asleep.