'Fuck!' ejaculated my mind, 'She's pretty!' At first I thought it was the drugs and alcohol in me that were forming this image of divine beauty in front of me, but as i walked into the room, quickly taking my eyes off of her but still gazing at her through the corner of my eye as if confirming that I was not insane, it started to dawn on me that i was in the presence of the prettiest girl on campus. Like a switch had been flipped in my brain, my alter ego kicked in and i pretended not to take notice of her, despite the fact that my heart was racing so fast it made me want to run. I acted like the 'cool guy' like i didn't care about them i just wanted to light my shit and go. Her voice and face were like a daze that day, something i can attribute to my intoxicated state but what i could not forget was the feeling that rushed through me when she first spoke, i wanted to throw out the other chics and the boy, especially the boy, and just be left her and me alone. There's no better bliss. Damn and when she reached into my pocket, 'oh my!' my soul was screaming, pleading her, silently of course, to stop. She hardly touched me but that close contact was enough to send ripples...no gushes..waves of emotion surging through, i could barely contain it. By default setting, i just giggled cooly trying hard to hide my emotions, pretending i didn't want her to be reaching for something else something sexual.
Even after lighting my blunt and going back to my friend's room i couldn't stop thinking about how i could make an excuse to go back to that room just to glance at her one more time. I went back three times before I decided to calm my balls and stay in my friend's room.
I wish i had known i wouldn't see her again for several weeks. I would have glided over to her real close the second i laid my eyes on that flawless face. I would have looked her dead in the eye as i bit my lip and gone even closer till we could feel each other's breath. I would grab her waist in one hand and pulled her against my body till she could feel my hard dick rub against her. Then i would clasp her face in my other hand and press her lips against mine for a few seconds before i started to work my lips around hers, locking them with mine with such urgency and emotion that literally raised the hairs on our backs. I would then invade her mouth with my tongue like i owned it as i slowly moved my hands towards her perfectly cupped ass, squeezing and rubbing them as i pressed her even more against my cock. I would lift up one of her legs in the heat of the moment to make sure we rubbed against each other really fucking well. All this while feeling each other's mouths with our tounges. Oh such fucking bliss! I would then turn back at the watchers in the room, 'Get the fuck out!' i would say and they would hurriedly leave us, leave me to abuse this divine creature and make her mine. To make her moan her soul out with pleasure. Yes i would have.
