You've Fallen For Her

Love Is On The Other Line

I wouldn't mind kung ulanan man ako ngayon dito sa paglakakad ko pauwi. Ang perfect nga nun eh. Hay ambon, why don't you just let those tears of joy drain on me. I want to sing my heart out sa ulanan kaso nag-iinarte itong ulan at hindi nalang makisabay sa senti ko!

I'm walking lang pauwi dun sa condo ko, malapit lang naman diba yun. At chaka if you guys are wondering why gusto ko kumanta- kanta sa ulan ay dahil lang naman yan kay Glaiza babe eh! Sino pa ba diba?

She gave me too much feels!!! Iba rin tong babaeng to, laglag undies, saksak heart and tulo ang laway ako lagi sa kanya.

Ano ba?! Is it early too early kung sasabihin kong parang sobra pa sa crush yung nafi-feel ko towards her? Diba di ko pa nga wholeheartedly tanggap yung attraction ko sa kanya, diba I deny pa kay B nung she teased me na may crush daw ako kay Glaiza babe.

Pero di mo naman matuturuan ang bini-beat ng heart mo, tapos di mo rin maloko yang pinupunto nang isip mo and you can't cage narin yung landi nang kalolowa mo!

Kaya heto ako ngayon, naghihintay na mabasa nang ulan. Hay Glaiza babe, bat ganito?

Hindi ko naman napigilan bigla ang sarili ko na maisip na what if pang today lang yung kasiyahan ko with Glaiza? What if tomorrow and bumalik na si Chynna and B! Paano na kami?! Will she talk to me again, I mean talk to me as in talk not that talk kasi may kailangan siya sa akin or may ipapasabi lang kaya she'll talk to me.

Pero she said naman na na-enjoy niya company ko and ang sabi pa nga niya diba that she'll introduce me sa friends niya next time. I'll hold on to that thought na lang.

Hindi pa ako sigurado sa nararamdaman ko talaga sa kanya, and here we are again guys, pero baka na-confuse lang ako today kasi I just got in a breakup with Jay. And Glaiza was just too nice with me today and I have this intense pull kay Glaiza since then kaya masyado lang akong na-overwhelm sa na ganap samin today.

Maybe this intense pull ko kay Glaiza is because gusto ko lang talaga na maging friends kami. Maybe it's not attraction from me, siguro na gandahan lang ako sa kanya just like anyone else.

Pero why does she keep on popping in my head since the first time I met her. I don't know kung bakit, pero yung heart ko ay ang bilis lang ng tibok every time that I see her. Just a mention of her name ay napapalunok na lang ako bigla ng laway. Just hearing her laugh ay napapawala nito yung mga butterflies dito sa tummy ko. And ang weird part is that I love daydreaming about her.

Why didn't I bother asking myself then why I got those feelings with Glaiza. Siguro it's because I have Jay then tapos binabalewala ko lang yun and I don't find those things a big deal noon. She's the object of my fantasy's so what diba? Pero iba na talaga ito eh. Siguro I got to take what Jay said. Maybe I'll give myself a chance to really fall in love.

If it's Glaiza eh di I'll do anything to be with her. If she don't want me eh di i-pilit, ako pa, I always get what I want *wink, wink*.

I'm not gonna court her or anything, di pa muna. I have to be sure with my feelings first. And kaka-breakup ko lang kay Jay, mourn muna ako nang saglit.

Am I gay for her? Do I have to label ba myself? Basta bahala na! It's no big deal for me. Like who you like, love who you love. That's me, pero paano si Glaiza, baka ayaw niya ng ganun. Bat nagpapaka-reckless na ako dahil lang kay Glaiza!!! Love who you love talaga ha! Ay ang hippy ko na!!!!

Lakad lang ako nang lakad at ang favorite ko ngayong muni-muni about Glaiza. Hay, di parin pumapatak ang ulan, hanggang ambon and thunder lang talaga si heaven. Gusto ko pa rin maligo sa rain. Gusto ko magpaka-foolish! Na-Glaiza lang ako at ang rami ko nang drama!