You've Fallen For Her

A Letter From G.D.C.G

"DAAAAAAMN IIIT!"

"UGH! FUCK THIS LIFE!!!"

"I'M SO STUPID!!!!"

"WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN FOOLED!"

Lahat ng makikita at nadadampot ko sa room ay hinahagis ko!

I'm so mad!

I want to stay mad, dahil pag lumipas ito, I would definitely feel yung sakit!

Yung sakit sa pag-alis ni Glaiza without even giving me a caution!

She just left lang ng ganon! As in walang paalam, wala ngang pasabi na aalis pala siya!

And the worst is that I don't even know why she left, kung saan siya pumunta and when she'll be back or if she is gone for good na talaga!

And her friends and cousins didn't even tell me about it!

Kaya naiinis ako!

I thought we were friends na!

I thought me and Chyna are FRIENDS!

I thought me and Katrina are OKAY!

I thought me and Angelica are AMIGAS!

I thought me and Alessandra are TROPA!

I thought me and Sheena are GIRLFRIENDS!

And then this!!!! Malalaman ko pa sa iba na umalis na pala si Glaiza!

I know they know all about it because last week they've been kind of distant with me and B!

And Glaiza?! Well she's been giving me cold shoulders since last week too.

I know Glaiza's cousins aren't really big fans of mine but si Kylie! Even her, that I consider a close friend ay wala ring sinabi sa akin!

At si Glaiza, ano lang naman na sabihan niya ako na aalis siya, magpaalam man lang siya, pero wala!

I wanted to fix things for us kahit di ko alam kung saan ako nagkamali at hindi niya nalang ako biglang pinapansin.

She sits next to me in class, we ate lunch and dinner together with friends pero last week she started to be aloof.

I've tried talking to her pero ang ilap niya. Kahit pa her dorm room is just next door to me ay hindi ko ito madaling nahahagilap!

Yes, we stay in our dorms na. Sanya's plan was approved and then of course I see to it that I would definitely be just a door away from Glaiza!

I feel really, really lost right now.

B, is out their at hina-hunting ang mga friends ni Glaiza at si Kylie dahil sa aawayin niya daw ang mga ito. I let her be, dahil sa I don't have a strength right now to talk to them. I don't even think I can look at them!

Basta ngayon gusto ko lang magalit! Ayaw kong maramdaman ang sakit!

Gusto ko magalit kay Glaiza!

I wanna stay mad at her!

I don't want na iyakan siya!

Napagod na agad ako.

Kahit gusto ko pang magtan-trums, wala.

I just let myself fell in to my bed and cry.

I cried. Dahil iniwan niya ako at wala akong alam kung saan siya pumunta, I mean di ko alam pero mamaya malalaman ko rin yan.

Magda-drama muna ako ngayon at iiyakan siya.

Pagkatapos nito, aalamin ko kung saan siya pumunta and of course... susundan ko siya!