Wild Child

Lost In Trance

I might have left it too late,
too late to notice that 
you occupy my heart and
without you, it'd be empty,
devoid of love,
but distancing myself from you 
sounds like drowning myself 
in blacker shades of blue.

And you're still living,
and you're still breathing,
and this don't sound 
like the me I knew,
but then again, maybe 
the me from nowadays is new,
the me from today and yesterday
will be dying tomorrow day,
but tomorrow day,
will you still hold me tight?

Oh the fear of being alone 
plagues my head,
the fear of losing you
has become my shadow,
following me eveywhere, 
even into the dark 
where shade is not 
meant to be found,
my bedroom light feels like
the light of a thousand suns,
it burns my face.

God, how could i fall in so deep?
God, I cannot even speak,
God, I wish for eternal sleep,
what I seek keeps escaping me
in such cruel ways,

Baby I'm in a trance,
and my feet know 
only your dance;
Please wait patiently for me
to snap out of it.

- Crimsyy♡