Blue || Tyler Joseph

Deux

Jenna, the bright blue-eyed girl standing right beside me while the sun was setting. She looked like a painting. Like an angel I've never laid my eyes upon on until now. "So your name is?" She asked. "Joseph. Wait no! I mean Tyler!" I said chuckling. Wow, I don't even know my name anymore, I guess. She laughed, "So Tyler. Who's Joseph?"

"Joseph is my last name. "Tyler Joseph." She smiled. "I'm Jenna, Jenna Black."

Her eyes though. I can get lost in them every time I look. Blue, like the ocean, like the sky. "Tyler?" She said waving her hand in front of my face, "You good buddy?" I snapped out of whatever I was thinking about and smiled. "I'm good I'm good."

"Want to smoke now?" She asked. "Let's go across the street, to the park, where nobody can see us." I smirked. "That was kind of creepy, Joseph." She raised her eyebrows. "Didn't mean to say it like a pedophile, Black."

"I just don't want my parents to catch me doing something illegal again." I chuckled. She nodded, "I get it, you committed crime. And you can't afford to get caught again. So you commit crime secretly." I nodded, "You got it."

As soon as we got to the park we sat down behind a tree and she passed me a lighter and a rolled up piece of paper. "Smoke."

"How?" I asked nervously. Never done this before. But think about it Joseph, you'll seem like a badass and you'll impress her. "You put it in between your lips, light the tip, and inhale. You'll feel it in your throat. That's when you exhale. Sounds like sex, sorry." She laughed. I smiled and lit the cigarette, inhaling until it burns my throat. I exhaled quickly and coughed like a drug addict. "Jesus," Cough "Christ."

She looked at me and rubbed my back. "You good there Ty?" I nodded, "I'm fine darling." I took a few deep breaths and inhaled the cigarette again. Letting out the smoke, coughing a few more times.

"You look cute while smoking." Jenna said, with a little smirk. "I highly doubt that." She shrugged, "Really, you do." I held the cigarette in between my index and my middle finger. "Thanks." I said smiling. Why the fuck am I happy? What the fuck is happening? I'm stupid for smiling. I'm stupid for being nice. Stop Tyler STOP TYLER. "Fuck I need to go home." I got up and stomped on the cigarette. "Oh okay, I'll catch you later then?" She said. I quickly walked home and ran up into my room.

I wrote down on a piece of paper.

'Jenna Joseph
-kill her before she kills your insanity. kill her before anything else gets in your way. kill her before you fall for her.'

But no Tyler you can't kill her! She makes you happy Tyler. She makes you happy for once. She'll take away your pain. She can fix everything Tyler. She can fix you.

"SHUT UP. GET OUT. DON'T COME BACK. YOU'RE WRONG. SHE'LL DESTROY US. YOU IDIOTIC SON-OF-A-BITCH."

I grabbed a knife and lifted up my shirt cutting my stomach, not deep enough to die, but deep enough to feel the satisfying pain.

The very next day.

"Tyler! What's good my pal?" My best friend Josh said with a happy smile on his face. I smiled and looked up at him. "Missed you buddy." I said hugging him. "I missed you too. Don't ever leave me alone like that again!" He said with a frown. "I won't, I'm sorry Josh. I won't forgive me." He rubbed my back. "I'm here, I'll always be here."

The bell rang and Josh disappeared in a pile of worthless teenagers. But I spot Jenna. A big smile appeared on my face. "Hey Tyler!" She said walking over to me. "Jenna!" I said wrapping my arms around her. "You left so early yesterday are you okay?" She asked. I nodded, "I was feeling blue, but now I'm with you."

A/N: tomorrow I have school, and I have to suffer somebody save me I didn't deserve this . ):

- camila .