this morning I did run into people because we were all basically leaving at the same time.
a few people said hi to me and left me alone, I don't mind being alone I just would prefer to not look like a lonely freak.
I sat alone in the main area while everyone was chatting amongst themselves waiting for the thing to start.
it was a little bit embarrassing but on the other hand if someone did come up to me I would probably crawl into my shell and be very shy.
I think I have the powers to tell when people are coming towards me when I'm not looking.
I could tell two people were coming up to me so I looked up and...
OH MY GOD, ITS DAN AND PHIL!!!!!!
*me mentally breaking down.
please walk past me, if I tried to talk to you my face would fall off.
oh oh, no please talk to me that would be the most amazing thing in the world.
no don't talk to me, yes, no, yes.
"Hey." "Hello!"
they almost said it in unison.
I looked behind me to make sure they weren't talking to someone behind me because that would be embarrassing.
they laughed at me turning my head.
(D=Dan, P= Phil, Y=you)
D"no (y/n), we're talking to you."
Y"how do you spell that, y.o.u. has in me, or Y.u. as in a person that is not me?"
P" you as in y.o.u."
Y" I'm sorry hold on."
I needed to turn around and take a second to take a deep breath, in out in out I whispered to myself.
D"is this your first YouTube convention (y/n)?"
Y"yes, this isn't really my thing, you know being social."
D"I totally understand, I'm the same way."
P"you can stick with us, we usually just hang out with each other at things like this."
Y"for real, because I can just stay out of your way if you want, you wouldn't want me in your (perfect) hair, did I say that, I mean I would like to follow you guys, it's really embarrassing being alone..."
I started mumbling to myself until Phil cut me off and grabbed my hand...
P"good, let's go get food!"
he was basics dragging me with him, it was awesome though.
they grabbed some food and led me to there seats. Phil tapped the seat next to him gesturing for me to sit down by him.
the performance show thing had started so it got quiet.
I had only just realized that they were calling me by my name, which you wouldn't know unless you watched me. DO THEY, THE MOST EPIC YOUTUBERS IN THE WORLD WATCH MY VIDEOS????
then I looked down and noticed that they probably just saw my name tag.
after the thing was over Catrific was calling Dan's name and Phil and I followed him over there.
All the sudden a small group of people were talking to Dan and pushed me out of the way.
Phil walked away and so I wouldn't be by myself.
P"it okay, none of them really talk to me anyway."
Y"oh well you can hang out with me."
P"says the one with only one million subscribers."
Y"you're the one who has been on YouTube for over ten years and hasn't even hit four mill yet."
he looked down and I immediately felt bad, I dint know that what I said would hurt his feelings.
Y"I'm sorry, I didn't..."
Phil looked up and poked my side causing me to jump.
P"haha, I got you."
Y"NOOOooooo!"
P"what? are you ticklish?"
Y"yes, extremely."
"that's cute." Phil whispered to himself.
"I herd that." I giggled, Phil turned red. All the sudden Dan told Phil they were going to go to get NY pizza for lunch,
D"by (y/n), it was nice to meet you!"
P"me too."
I waved, then they left.
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I went to the canteen to get some of the lunch they were serving.
the the rest of the day there went by and I didn't see Dan or Phil.
I walked into my room and immediately put my playlist on.
that was too many people for one day.
