this morning I had to pack all my stuff so I could head to the airport.
it was really sad packing because I knew that meant I had to leave my new friends.
Dan and Phil's flight was boarding a lot sooner than mine so I sat with them until it was time to board.
as the muffled voice over the intercom called for them to board I stood up and gave Dan a hug, then Phil jumped up and hugged me so tight, he spoke quietly telling me not to for get about him, I mean how could I but you know, it took a solid thirty mississippis until he let go of me.
Y"ta ta for now"
D"ta ta for now!!"
*phil waved
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once I got to my side of the airport I had ten minutes until I boarded. those were the longest ten minutes of my life. I sat there twiddling my thumbs and people watching(like watching people do what there doing), with headphones on of course.
I felt my heart become heavy and my breathing become more difficult. "I'm all alone again" I said to myself, what if he never texts me, what if he just forgets about me, why didn't I tell him what pj said, why does this hurt so bad.
those were all things I told myself over and over again.
I don't know why but I always seem to put on my chemical romance wham I feel like that, so I did and I listened to them for about half the plane ride, then I switched to my normal playlist.
I had window seat, (hallelujah), there was only one person on my row and they were on outside seat leaving a chair in between us.
I stared out the window at the beautiful clouds, (tøp song that makes you cry) came on and I teared up but eventually fell asleep.
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as soon as I walked into my room I got a text from Phil
I miss you already ☹
me too!!!! ☹☹
can we ft and watch a movie?
but it won't be the same as if we were together in person.
it's the best we can do, dans already asleep, jet lag gets the best of him, so we won't disturb him.
fine, what movie?
so we watched a movie and talked over face time until I fell asleep.
