There exists so many worlds of words.
Sometimes putting words on digital paper feels like taking steps up and up a physical ladder.
I am always climbing up the same set of wild stairs trying to get to different digital places.
Each word I write brings me closer to these places I seek to visit.
Writing puts me out of breath and makes me sweaty and physically tired.
The words I write are digital, my ideas are digital, my thoughts are digital, the keyboard transmits digital messages& there is simply nothing physical about the entire process, yet all that writing leaves me with is physical sweat under my nose and eyes.
This physical sweat seeps into my digital thoughts and hurts my ideas. I don't like when I'm digitally tired.
My physical hairs age and so do my physical eyes, but my ideas always stay young and so does my digital eye sight.
I feel like putting cotton balls in my physical ears so that I could hear my thoughts speaking the digital language that they speak when I try to listen to them. I still don't understand it.
I want to put physical food in my mouth so that my digital taste buds could send physical messages to my stomach.
I want to smell that poison humans call vodka, so that my physical sense of smell can depict to my digital mind what the bad extremes of life are like.
Sometimes you need physical feelings to make the digital ones feel sweeter. Just like you need nighttime to cherish daytime.
If digital worlds didn't exist, maybe people would not be punished for their crimes, or maybe white and black could be the same thing, untouched by our human interpretation of it.
Distinguishing differences in the physical world are not done by the human mind obliviously. The digital mind only exists because it was created in response to the physical world.
My physical senses crave to see your digital mind. It lusts for something it cannot have, something that is physically impossible. How can it be impossible if I can still imagine it?
How does anything in my physical brain continue to survive by imaging things that would stop it from surviving? Why do these impossible physicalities feel so dangerously exciting to me?
All my physical mind thinks of is merging with someone else's digital mind. Sometimes my digital mind produces thoughts that seem so physical. It has fooled itself to feel physical forces.
Both my digital and physical senses want life to be the opposite of what it is.
Sometimes I want to be physically cold so that my digital mind can think of producing physical heat, and everything could go away.
Hot and cold and black and white, coming together to become one entity.
I want to get digitally physical with you, and step into that impossible world where no one dies and no one survives.
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LET'S GET DIGITALLY PHYSICAL
Non-FictionTHIS IS A SHORT STORY. A TRAIN OF THOUGHT. A MIND F***. IT'S DONE ON PURPOSE. OVERTHINK IT, OVERANALYZE IT, IT'S GOOD TO LOOK TOO DEEP INTO THINGS SOMETIMES. I WATCHED THE MATRIX TRILOGY TWO WEEKS LATER AND WAS MIND BLOWN THAT THIS CAME OUT OF ME BE...