this story holds a trigger warning for explicit drug and alcohol abuse, sexual escapism, rape, prostitution, depression, suicide, violence, emotional manipulation, harassment, internalised homophobia, homophobic slurs, swearing, literally everything. there are no explicit sex scenes, but a good portion of the plot is centered on the idea of sex and intimacy in general.
the relationship depicted is not to be romanticised or replicated. it is an unhealthy relationship written in the pov of a troubled individual. it was borne of someone in a similar mind grasping for human love. it is art for art's sake.
please read with your own discretion.
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originally published on pinklester.tumblr.com and ao3 on @/eavans oct. 2015
word count: 13k
estimated reading time: 45 minutes to an hour
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my freudian slip - phan
Fanfictiondan howell is a mess, but so is phil lester. and for some reason- that sort of brings them together. or, the one where dan is a prostitute and phil doesn't want to come out of the closet. school au