Obstacles (Camren)

Chapter 6

Hello y'all,

I just wanted to apologize for not updating. School has just been crazy busy, so that's why! Sorry <3

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Camila's POV

As soon as my lips meet Lauren's, I feel fireworks erupting in my stomach. Her lips are so soft, and I am addicted to the taste already. A sharp gasp falls from Lauren's mouth. I am not sure what it means though. But as soon as I feel her moving her lips, all my worries and hesitation flow away.

I don't know why I am this courageous all at once, but I move closer to Lauren and straddle her. I tease her by licking her lower lip, and I hear her moan in response. Her hands move to cup my cheeks and I love the feeling of her soft hands on my face. The kiss is getting really heated, and we both moan out loudly, not caring where we are at the moment. My own hands travel down to Lauren's stomach, my hands tracing her toned abs. I've always had a thing for her abs. Lauren reciprocates the kiss hungrily; palming my ass without shame. I moan into her mouth. We kiss for a few minutes, but pull away when oxygen becomes needed. But only for a few seconds, because Lauren leans in again; this time palming my boob. I moan even louder than before; reciprocating the gesture. We sit against the wall for a few more minutes, kissing deeply. When we pull away again, realization hits me. I just made out with my best friend. Yes, it is the girl I am in love with, but I am 99 percent sure that Lauren is not gay. But on the other hand, she just kissed me. Or actually, made out with me. So maybe she is gay. Or bi. Or both. This is so confusing.

''Well, that just happened.'' Lauren chuckles. I realize that I am still in her lap, and I decide to get off. As soon as I make a move, Lauren grabs my hips; making sure I can't move. ''Stay,'' She croaks out. ''Otherwise It'll get cold.'' I smile at her words, feeling content. Lauren smiles back at me. 

''You wanna talk about it?'' Lauren asks after a while, lighting a cigarette at the same time. I look at her, confused. ''I thought you quit?'' I ask her. I remember her telling me she quit a few weeks ago. ''Is that your biggest concern right now?'' Lauren asks me, laughing slightly, exhaling some of the smoke into the cold air. ''Well, I'd rather not have you fucking up your lungs.'' I return, sounding a little more harsh than I intended. Lauren smiles at me again. ''Stop being so worried, babe. It's just a cigarette.'' She answers my question, inhaling another puff. I must confess, Lauren and smoking is a hella sexy combination. I then realize that I never tried it.

''Can I have one?'' I ask Lauren. Lauren looks almost shocked at my question. ''But you just told me to stop fucking up my lungs?'' She says, almost sounding like asking me something, instead of answering me. Even though she's right; I really want to try it. I mean, come on, I am seventeen and I haven't tried smoking yet. It's kind of pathetic actually. ''Changed my mind,'' I answer simply. Lauren still has a shocked expression, but still she picks up her package and puts it in front of my face; a signal for me to take one. I take a cigarette and hold it in front of my face. Then I put it between my lips. Lauren chuckles and hands me a lighter. I am a little nervous, afraid of embarrassing myself, but I still go through with it. I light up the cigarette and take a puff. I immediately blow the smoke out of my mouth. Lauren chuckles again.

''Camz, you have to inhale.'' She says, laughing. I look at her confused. She takes the cigarette and shows me how to do it. First, you suck on the end of the cigarette to get the smoke out. Then you breathe in, to make the smoke reach your lungs. Then you breathe out. As soon as I try it, I start coughing like crazy. The smoke burns my lungs and I feel like dying. I expect Lauren to die of laughter, but instead she looks at me worried, asking me if I'm okay. I nod, and take another hit. This time it feels good, actually, and I become a little lightheaded. I relax and sit back against the wall. It also confuses me a little, because it's just a cigarette and I feel kind of high. ''Lauren, is it normal to feel lightheaded?'' I ask Lauren, a little worried. Lauren nods and explains: ''Some people feel lightheaded, it's normal. Dont worry, Camz.'' I relax and sit back against the wall. Maybe this day isn't so bad after all.