Why Couldn't I Just Leave You That Day

Two Truths

I sat on my couch, a blanket draped over my shoulders, my knees pulled close to my chest and my head leaning on my knees watching the what's going on outside the window. I thought about calling Sango and saying my sorry for just leaving her like that but I will do so tomorrow after I'm realxed. I really wish though I didn't let me anger get the best of me, I was stupid and should've let Imuyasha speak. Instead I just ran away afraid to hear anything. Then tells me To never show my face again. 

I continued to stare out the window though, my tired eyes never leaving it. I wanted to get up and maybe it but I'm to sick from all the crying I did. Maybe get up and crawl into bed but once more my body wouldn't listen to me. I was to focused on the window thinking Inuyasha was just going to open it and show up saying "Hey idiot, come back to the house, Miroku and Koga are waitin for ya" but that didn't happen. To focused on the window that I didn't hear my front door open and a small gasp escape a girls mouth. What made me jump was someone was shaking me and I finally looked away from the window at her and to my shock it was Sango. 

Sango stared at me with wide eyes, my reflection showing in those brown orbs of hers. "Kagome what happen to you??" She asked worriedly and I tilted my head slightly to the side. I don't understand what she meant but she looked so worried. "What do you mean?" I whispered, my voice was so sore from the crying I did earlier I really didn't want to talk. "Your eyes are so red and you look so tired, have you eaten properly? Slept at all?" I shook my head quietly "No I've been staring out the window.... What time is it?" I asked curiously, Sango looked down at her phone and saw it read 6:58 Pm "Pretty close to dinner time" she laughed a little and looked back up at me.  

"Sango...?" I whispered once more and she hummed to her name being called as she sat down beside me. "How did you get into my apartment, I know I locked the door and the key I gave you, you said you lost it months ago" I looked at her "How did you get in here?" She swallowed hard and glanced away for a moment before looking back at me "I had picked your lock...." She said quietly, almost a mumble. "Listen Kagome....The....The reason why I know Miroku and how I met him is...is because...." she tried to spit out but look like she was having a hard time doing so.

I watched her carefully with tired eyes while she spoke, waiting for her to say the words I'm a little frightened to hear. I wouldn't think that she could be...apart of it too but it would make some sense on why some days she would come to work all scratched up. I always asked her what happened but she would always tell me that she accidently tripped or went a little to far in training with her brother Kohaku. It was more believable with Kohaku because he would be scratched up too.

"Kagome I am also apart of what Miroku, Inuyasha and Koga are apart of....so was Kikyo at one point but she was badly wounded...Kohaku and I have been apart of it for a really long time and we work at the cafe for our day job and at night..." she said quickly but I still heard every word.

"Kagome, please don't be angry I just....I didn't want to scare you off or... upset you that I kept something this bi-" "I'm not mad" I told her clearly. "I would've guessed maybe something was going on between Kohaku and you but....I'm not mad...." I smiled a little and looked back at the window. "I'm glad you told me though Sango, I really am".

"There's another thing Kagome" Sango said softly and stood up from my couch walking over to what seemed like my bedroom door "And you can't run or hide this time". I looked at her strangely then heard some noise behind me and hearing my front door close. I whipped my head around seeing golden eyes, silver hair, beaded necklace but mostly I'm focused on those eyes that hold sadness.

"In-I-Inu-Inuyasha" I stumbled and quickly got off the couch stumbling a little. He came rushing towards me softly grabbing onto my arms. May I add that it was really weird standing all of a sudden that I felt like I was gonna fall back down.

Back to dog demon, I tugged at my arms trying to break free but I was to weak to fight so he just held on. "Please, listen to me this time I beg of you" he said softly but also held so much sadness and I completely stop fighting, I didn't dare to look at him though. I didn't want to. Not yet, not after what I did to him plus he told to never show my face again so you know.

"Kagome....I'm sorry for the way I treated back there and I am also sorry for the stuff I was keeping from you, Miroku, Koga and I should've talked with but I didn't want to....we could've brought you in harms way we are just that kind of group...." he spoke softly, he really hurt to hear this side of him. He was the strong, mean killing machine....or actually "dog demon" I should say but him sounding like this was beyond amazing.

"I have never ever done drugs, never....we just took them from Narakus group and turned them in, just to piss him off more....the people I killed was his men....I said yes to doing drugs and killing innocent was to shut you up and tell you the truth but it didn't work....." he sighed quietly.

I slowly turned and looked up at him seeing that he was having a hard time with this just like Sango was. "Listen, I've hurt innocent people but that's because I would rampage and go crazy.....I've never killed an innocent but severely injured them... those documents you read is all about what I do to Naraku....the ha-hate why police never come after us because Kaede usually handles those situations".

'Something must of made the police go after them this time then' I wondered to myself. "There's another thing....I....I need you in my life, at first I didn't agree to you living with us but afterwards I started to change and then I kissed you and it just went.....changed from there....I care for you Kagome and I can't let you go, I may have a temper and get angry easily but can you learn to live with that and stay with me....?".

He let go of my arms and wrapped them around my waist bringing his head down to my shoulder and resting it there. "Please....I beg of you...." it sounded like a small child begging his mom for the stuff animal he really wants it almost made me giggle. I slowly wrapped my own arms around his back "I'll...I'll learn to deal with you stupidity...." I smiled a little and he let out a low growl but sighed. "Really...?" I nodded to his question "Yes, I really care for you to stupid dog demon".

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