Whenever You're There

Found out

"Hey, didn't you just ask her out, because she was pretty and she's a girl who does whatever is asked?" I hear someone say.

"Yeah, that was the case."

"And did you two do it? Was it hard to get her into the bed?"

I walk away, knowing that the second voice was Logan's. I want to cry, but I like it. I like this feeling of getting hurt, no, I love it.

But I shouldn't get seen crying, how sad...

On my way to the canteen I almost fall over a pair of legs, "What're you doing, sitting in the hallway?!?"

"You look like you're about to cry." He says.

"I don't."

"Stop denying everything and come here!" He grabs my arm and pulls me down just to wrap his arms around my body.

I start crying, "But I like it!"

"What do you like?"

"Being hurt..."

He stays quiet for a while, but then starts laughing, "Pfft! Hahaha! You're a weird one!"

Even I start laughing, "I know."

He looks at me with the most evilish eyes and starts to softly scratchpinch my arm, "Do you like this?"

I make a soft groanish sound I can't really describe and pinch him back, "Just go on.'

He starts to scratchingpinch me even more and I can't help it, "deeper! Deeper!"

"I can't do that, you'll bleed."

"I don't care!"

"Can't do. We're still at school. Call me in the weekend and I'll come pick you up."

"But what if it's a trick? You'll invite my boyfriend too, saying that you stole me and he has to get me back, then when he comes, you knock him unconscious and bind him up, so when he's conscious again you'll start biting and hurting me wherever you want... And... That's just so he can watch it..."

"You know... If I were anybody else, I would think you're crazy, but since I'm me, that sounds actually kinda hot."

Did he just say hot? I just made something up... But... Now that I think about it... Oh my gosh, I totally said some real embarrassing things...

Man up if you want to see him more, just act like it was a joke. "Is... Saturday okay?" Wait, since when did I want to see him?!?

"I said call me, if you do, we'll see."

My brain freezes, that kinda hurt.
"You're cruel!" I can't deny that it feels awesome, though.

"I thought that's what you liked," he says while playfully sticking out his tongue.

I look away, "That's not... Okay that's true." Can't say that it's not anymore.

"Violet, there you are!" Logan embraces me, which makes me feel disgusted, "are you with him again?" He says.

And now I feel irritated. "Logan, it doesn't matter. And luckily Today my mum's driving me home, cuz we're done. Bye."

"Wait! Why?!?"

I laugh, "hmm... I don't know, maybe the same reason we got together."

"Y-you heard?" His voice sounds broken. 'But then you'd know that that's not my reason anymore!'

"I don't care Logan, I don't have feelings for you anymore. Not that I had much feelings for you to begin with. Anyways, find someone else and make sure to not just ask her out, because you want to bang her."

"I get it..."

Wow, didn't expect him to accept it so easily... Maybe he really loves me... But it's no use, I just don't love him. If I would stay in a relationship with him, he'd think I like him and eventually it'll hurt even more. So no can do. After all, I'm the one who has to get hurt.

Brian is already gone. where did he go?

A/N: I can't stop laughing at how crappy this story is, but whatever XD Let me continue writing this story (I actually wrote this some time ago)

I should also fix my grammar (#badgrammar) and learn how to use words better...

Well byebye~!