Tragic, Unsent, Love Letters [VKook]

Letter 7

Am I pathetic for needing you when you can do just fine without me?

I wonder how you'll react when I'm gone.

Will you miss me?

Will you cry?

Will your heart break?

If I were to disappear right now... will you feel a greater pain than the one I feel now?

No...

That's not possible.

Jungkook

I miss Taehyung.

The thought crossed the brunette's mind quickly and suddenly. But Jungkook wasn't going to deny it and think something stupid like, why would I think that? because it was true and Jungkook knew it.

He missed Taehyung.

Although he saw the older frequently, although he saw Taehyung's smile and heard his contagious laugh quite a lot, it was like Taehyung wasn't...Taehyung. Jungkook knew there was something wrong with him, that he was hiding something that had to do with him. At first, he wasn't sure if it was because of him, but he soon came to the conclusion that he was. It was in his cautious movements around the younger, careful not to make more skin contact than necessarily. It was in his well-hidden tone of pain when he spoke and laughed. It was in the way he flinched when Jungkook reached over for a hug.

He was a great actor, really. Jungkook wouldn't have noticed if it hadn't been for Hoseok raising his suspicions.

Jungkook wondered if anyone other than he and Hoseok knew- did they know or were they blind to Taehyung's act?

"Jungkook? Hello, Earth to Jeon Jungkook!" The male blinked once he heard his name being called by a female voice.

"Huh?" Tzuyu frowned at him. Her raven black hair was up today, tied in a messy bun with strands of hair disobeying the concept of staying up and framing her pale, pretty face. Her eyes, black and shiny like obsidian, studied him nervously. Jungkook always loved Tzuyu's eyes- they reminded him of the darkest black there ever was, twinkling so often that he wondered if she really had stars in them.

But now, Jungkook didn't feel like gazing into her normally-appealing eyes. Instead, his mind wandered to another certain someone's eyes- Taehyung's.

Jungkook, for the longest time, thought they were just plain black. But then he realized that they were brown- such a dark brown  that he, Taehyung's best friend since they were in diapers, didn't even notice until recently. And he recently discovered that when in the sunlight, Taehyung's eyes turned a few shades lighter into a normal brown. Sometimes, it'd look like sunlight passing through a glass of whisky, which was insane considering that his eyes could easily be mistaken for black.

But it was Taehyung, and Taehyung had a habit of making the insane happen.

"You've been spacing out. You okay?"

"Yeah."

"Alright!" Tzuyu seemed not to notice Jungkook's flat and lifeless tone, a tone that he usually never used. It wasn't like she didn't care or anything- she really didn't notice. Tzuyu was dense and a bit of an air-head, but a sweet girl nonetheless. "So...a-ah, can I ask you something?"

Jungkook directed his gaze to her, eyebrows raised. "Of course." He replied, this time not so disinterestedly. Tzuyu looked down, color slowly coming to her pale cheeks. She fiddled with her fingers and cleared her throat.

"I- It's really great seeing you...I mean, it's been so long. I missed you so much, you know? You're seriously a good person and would no doubt make some very lucky girl happy just by being her boyfriend..."

Jungkook blinked, then squinted. "Is this a pra-"

"...so would you give me the honor by allowing me to be that lucky girl?"

What?

hello my children-

okay tha t was creepy im so sorry guys

so i got tagged by dadddyoongi to do this so uh

cough

here we go

Rules: 

1. Write 5 facts about yourself

2. Publish this in a book if you are tagged. Don't answer this in the comments.

3. Post all the rules

4. You have a week to finish.

5. No backing out!

6. Tag 15 people

okay u lil jhoes here are 5 boring facts about author-chan

1. I'm a Freshman

2. I have 2 Wattpad accounts and have like 2 FMAxHP crossovers don't judge me

3. I'm half Filipino but everyone thinks I'm white.

4. I signed up for the advanced classes again but I didn't sign up foR THIS SHITLOAD OF STRESS AND DEADLINES

5. I live in California but my parents want to move to Nevada (fuCK THAT)

 I tag:

totaltrashisland (u knew this was coming. also this is my waifu everyone i love her so much)

BackInRedAndBlack 

MrDuckyBunny (i know this fuckboi irl and we trigger each other a lot, hello child)

and nobody else bc im a loser and loner

kthxbye-

*slides out off WP and into bed bc im tired af*