Falling For A Vampire || H.S.

Chapter 7 - I'm Falling For.

Harry's POV:

Oh My God. What have I done? What have I done? Jossie, baby? Honey, are you okay?"

I felt the tears rise in my eyes but I refused to let them fall. To show that I am weak. But what I have done was monstrous, I was a MONSTER as she said. Nothing but a MONSTER! I'm even worse. What have I done to her? She was right with everything she said. I took away her life, I took away everything from her. I just kept her for that silly reason. But I didn't keep her only because of that of course. I only wanted to show that I didn't care but in fact, my insides are different. I do care for this girl. Everyday, I come home late and I just enter her room, watch her while she's sleeping. She's so innocent. The way she sleeps, makes all my insides melt. And the was she smiles! It is beyond flawless. The way she talks and everything. And I know that this girl will be a change in my life. Maybe not now, but later! I looked at her again, lying on the harsh, cold ground. Bleeding as hell from all her body parts. Especially her head! I banged it to the ground more than a hundred times. I hate my mood swings! I JUST HATE THEM! They drive me in a lot of trouble. And this time, they cause me pain. Pain in my heart. Because I've hurt the girl. The girl, I'm falling for.

I suddenly heard footsteps, of course. They're Niall, Louis, Liam and Zayn! I suddenly grabbed Jossie, who was completely knocked out. I carried her bridal style and when I turned I saw these four faces, staring at me, with horrified, red eyes. I knew they were mad. I knew that they wanted now to tear me to pieces.

"What. Have. You. Done?" I heard Louis say quitly with gritted teeth and clenched fists. He was angry. So angry! And I was in a big trouble. But I didn't care. All I cared for was to cure Jossie!

"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?" Louis screamed this time. I looked at him dead in the eyes.

"I LOST MY TEMPER. I DIDN'T MEAN TO! NOW LIAM, CAN YOU CURE HER? PLEASE?" I said begging Liam and driving my attention away from Louis.

"Well, I'll try but go bring her upstairs. I have to examine her." Liam quickly said looking worried as ever.

"Okay." I said and in a blink of an eye, I was up in Jossie's room, placing her in her bed and sitting beside her. I felt the boys behind me. I know that I am really worried about Jossie, but I think I must be now so worried of my brothers!

"Harry, what did you do man? How did you do that to her?" I heard Zayn say.

"None of your buisness Zayn! Stay out of it!" I shot back, not taking my eyes off Jossie.

"HOW CAN WE STAY OUT OF THIS?? YOU LOST YOUR TEMPER AGAIN! YOU ARE HORRIBLE! LOOK WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? HOW DID YOU DO THIS? WHAT DID SHE DO TO DESERVE THIS?" I heard Louis say behind me. He was crying out loud!!

"SHE CALLED ME A MONSTER! SHE SAID MANY THINGS, I TOLD HER SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL AND LOOK WHAT SHE SAY! SHE SAID THE CRUELEST THINGS I HAVE EVER HEARD IN MY WHOLE LIFE! I COULDN'T BEAR IT! I JUST COULDN'T!!" I said dropping to my knees and crying! CRYING! For the first time in ages! I felt Niall's hands on my shoulders trying to comfort me. He was doing his best but he was annoying me, making me feel like a small, weak, foolish baby! I shrugged off his grip and threw away his hands. I could tell he was hurt but I didn't care. I only cared for Jossie. For Jossie to be cured! I looked up and found Liam sitting beside Jossie with medical tools trying to help her. I saw the white sheets all covered with blood. Her blood's smell was so delicious. But somehow, I couldn't approach her! I just couldn't. And I guess the others are just trying to hold themselves back. I saw Niall looking away from her laying, motionless body and then saying something that sounded like "I can't." then he drove out of the room. I looked again at Jossie and I saw Liam still doing strange things. I think he's doing his job perfectly as he had a satisfied look on his face. I felt the tears again in my eyes. I fought them back then darted off to my room. I closed the door behind me than started smashing everything in front of me!

4 hours passed, and I am still in my room. Sitting beside the broken glass of the things I smashed earlier! I don't know how I have done this. I really don't know. I feel like a complete monster. But, I feel worse! I got up and decided to go check on her. When I went to her room, I saw all the boys inside talking to each other. When they saw me, they stopped and glared at me.

"What?" I said.

"How dare you coming back here?" Louis said to me. Looking me dead in the eyes.

"What's wrong with you Louis?"

"What's wrong with me? Hahaha, you must ask what's wrong with YOURSELF!! How could you do this?"

"I DON'T KNOW LOUIS, I REALLY DON'T! I WAS OUT OF MY MIND! I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING! HER WORDS HIT ME LIKE A HUNDRED ARROWS IN THE HEART! I HURT SO MUCH! IF YOU KNEW THE FEELING! IF YOU HEARD WHAT SHE SAID YOU'D NEVER EVER SAY ANYTHING TO ME LIKE THIS!" I was shouting so loud. Louis was pissing me off! He was being a complete jerk! Well, you see. Me and my brothers never talk to each other. Well, they talk together. But I am always left behind. That explains why we never hunt together or anything. This situation started about fifty years ago when me and them fought because I was loosing control and I killed anyone who came in my way! Anyone I smelt! And anyone I saw! I used to kill more than 30 people a day! They decided to never talk to me again. And I decided not to show any weakness and never apologize. Since then we never talked except the night I've found Jossie and today! This explains why we're fighting now!

"Well, well. And why would you even care? Why would you care even if she insulted you? huh? You're emotionless Harry. You truly are. You just kept her and you didn't care about her. She's dying everyday because of you, Harry. You don't know how much she suffers and begs me to return her home everyday! YOU JUST DON'T AND WON'T!!!" Louis said harshly to me!

And with these words, I couldn't feel my legs no more and I suddenly fell to the ground, sobbing. Sobbing uncontrollably. I can't handle this anymore! I can't!!

"I can't do this no more! I CAN'T!!" I said through my sobs. "Why can't you see that I am dying everyday too? WHY? I am suffering! I am living for no reason! My dear brothers, won't talk to me! Do you think watching you for fifty years having great time toghether and leaving me behind is really good? Do you think that spending the holidays for fifty years watching you guys have the time of your life while I am standing behind is easy? DO YOU THINK BEING CALLED A MONSTER AND A NON-CARING PERSON BY THE GIRL WHOM I CARE FOR MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD IS EASY? YOU THINK I'M EMOTIONLESS JUST BECAUSE I SHOW NO FEELINGS WHILE INSIDE OF ME I'M BEING KILLED EVERYDAY A HUNDERED TIMES! YOU'LL NEVER LIVE MY EXPERIENCE EVER AT ALL!! DON'T YOU TELL ME THAT I AM EMOTIONLESS BECAUSE I FREAKING DO CARE!! AND I JUST CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMOREEE!!" I have never ever said anything like this before, nor feeling like this at all! I've exploaded just like Jossie's previous explosion. I really loved all my brothers and I don't want to spend another fifty years without them. And I also don't want to spend another fifty years without....Jossie! Yes, I can't live without her. FINE?

I felt my brother's arms around me. They all hugged me tightly. It was one of the hapiest moments of my life! We all hugged for 10 minutes when finally Liam said "We're sorry Harry, we really are!"

I felt tears make their way down my cheeks again but I wiped them off and I smiled. For the first time in this whole day! I hugged them again.

"I know guys, and I am sorry too." I said "Now let's check on Jossie shall we?"

"Harry?" I heard Louis call me. And for the first time since ages, it was his soft and sweet voice.

"Yeah?" I said. With a visible smile.

"Do you, ummm... like, erm, love J-Jossie?!" Then he smiled while rubbing his nech with his hands.

"Ermmm, well, I g-guess so, Louis. I guess so!"

A\N: Heeey guys! New chapter! Hope you like it! More of Harry, Niall, Liam, Louis and Zayn moments! Well, more exciting things are going to happen! Sorry for the slow updates as I have many studies :\ But I'll try my best :** Anyways, just wanted to ask, why are there many reads on some of the chapters and some have low reads? Do you guys read chapters with good titles??'-.- WOOW! I'm surprised as hell :P Anywhore, hope you loved it again and I love yoou!! +11 reads to update!

~Nadineeexx