Falling For A Vampire || H.S.

Chapter 10 - I LOVE YOU...

Jossie's POV:

Harry was finally waking up, his eyes kept fluttering several times before he finally opened them completely. When he woke up, I saw the boys grinning as ever while calling his name in great surprise, then they went and hugged him tightly. Harry was crushed in between them. When he saw me, his eyes widened like he saw something he never expected. He smiled then hugged me real tight that I felt my ribcage being crushed by him. When he pulled back he had eye contact with me and godness, he was so beautiful.
"I'm really happy that you're fine." He told me. I was baffled by what he just said. He was the one who was about to die and yet, here he is, tellyng me that he is happy that I'm fine. Even I, almost forgot that I was injured but he remembers and he doesn't care about him getting killed but he cares about me being fine?
"Yes, I do care" I heard him whisper. I looked at him and smiled as wide as I can.
"I am happier that you're fine, Harry." I said trying to sound cheerful. I truly meant these words. He hugged me again and this time, I wasn't able to even catch my breath. I was chocking. I guess he realized that I was suffocating so he pulled back then smiled at me. 

"Liam, how could he possibly be able to walk without getting hurt?" I asked Liam while watching Harry walk in front of us while we were heading to the lving room to sit together as Harry's room was really dark. I was really amused that Harry felt no pain at all while I on the other side, after more that a week of being injured, still feel a slight pain. 
"Well, you see, Vampires aren't like humans. We are stonger and our injuries heal as soon as we get hurt. But Harry's injurie was severe and serious so he was unconscious for 2 days. But now, his injurie is fully healed." Liam explained while looking at Harry and the boys with a wide smile. I can tell how happy the boys were happy after Harry woke up. They were like new borns. And if anyone saw them at this exact moment, he'd never think that they're anything other than 10 years old kids playing with each other. I was really happy to see them in this condition.

2 hours passed since we sat in the living room and talked together about different things. Louis and Harry were remembering their childhood moments together. Niall, Liam and Zayn were telling me funny stories about each one of the boys. They were hilarious. I laughed a lot especially at Louis' because he was so crazy and immature. Which I can't say that he's other wise right now, tho.
When it was time to tell a story about Harry's foolishness, Louis was the one who spoke.
"Well, Harry was the most awkward and embarrassed one of all of us." Louis began.
"Stop Louis." Harry warned.
"NO LOUIS!!" I protested. "Please continue. I WANNA KNOW!!." I heard Harry groan.
"Okay. One day, Harry was at school playing football. Had had this huge crush on the prettiest girl in our school. When he was playing, he suddenly tripped and when he got up he was all covered in mud. All the school was laughing at him especially the girl. Her name was Alicia. Since then she called him Mud-Man. The whole school called him that and they kept mocking him. We still sometimes call him like that, right Mud-Man?" Louis finished.
We all were about to expload from laughter. And I was tearing up from laughter. He was really adorable and so cute. I pouted to show that I felt sorry for him. He laughed at my reaction. The whole night was full of laughter and joy and I would never forget this night. Me and the boys kept talking till late at night then we all decided to head to sleep as we were all very tired.

I was walking in the hall of that huge maze-like-house when I suddenly felt someone's grip on my wrist. I looked up to find that it was Harry staring at me with his beautiful green eyes. 
"Umm, will you come with me? I really need to talk to you." He said while staring at my eyes.
"Yeah, I guess." I said, confused.
"Great."

We reached Harry's room then entered it. We sat on the couch then Harry held both of my hands in his and he held eye contact with me. I really wanted to know what he wanted to say.
"Your eyes are really beautiful, did you know that?" He said staring at me.
"Umm, No. I actually think they're the ugliest pair of eyes on this planet." I said. I truly hated the way I looked, and I despised my ugly black eyes. There's nothing quite interesting in them to be honest.
"Of course not. Don't say that!" Harry replied looking like I've just insulted him. "You are really beautiful, Jossie. Every little thing in you is wonderful. And your eyes are so amazing. I can see myself in them. They are breath-taking. I think you find them typical and ugly because they are not colored but I seriously think there's something special with your eyes. I've never felt anything like that when I stared at anyone's eyes." He continued. His words were extraordinary. For the first time ever, I felt, beautiful!! And it was all because of Harry...
"Thank you so much, Harry." I said feeling my cheecks turn to pure red. "Well, is that what you wanted me for?" I continued. I don't think that's the thing Harry brought me here for.
"No, I just wanted to tell you that..." He trailed off.
"Tell me that?" I asked, encouraging him to go on. He placed my hands on his heart then smiled.
"Tell you that, if love is caring about someone so much, if love is thinking about only one person all the time, if love is wanting to see that person smiling all day, if love is wanting to give up anything even your life for that person,  if love is wanting to stare at this person's eyes for the rest of your life, if love is wishing the best for that person, and if love truly exists, then I love you, Jossie. And when you came into my life, you made that un-beating heart beat again." Harry finally said. I felt my mouth hanging open. I can't progress all the things he said right now. I just can't.

Harry's POV:

I finally said everything to Jossie. Everything I felt towards her. It took me great courage to say all these words, which were true, and I am so proud that I said them. Jossie looked like a moving picture which suddenly stopped. She was sitting in front of me, eye to eye, hands intertwined, and her breathing was heavy and audiable. She gaped at my words. I think she was surprised by everything I just said. I frowned as I couldn't understand her expression. 
"Jossie, are you fine?" I asked her and I wasn't sure of the answer.
"I-I-I. I j-just c-can't. CAN'T" She suddenly said. She was crying. CRYING? Why? Why is she crying. Seriously, this girl has problems with her emotions. I really don't know what I said that made her cry heavily like that. She suddenly pulled her hand from my grip. And then rushed out of the room. I could hear her thoughts and her sobs. They were really painful to hear. I couldn't make most of them as they were mixed with sobs but the others were clear as blue sky. I suddenly heard her bedroom door shut with a BANG! I got out of my room and knocked on her door.
"GO AWAY!" I heard her cry from behing the door and I realized that she was sitting right behind the door so I sat there. Her thoughts were really so painful to me.

This can't be happening. He can't love me! NOT ME...
How could he? How could he love me while he knows that I would never be able to love him back?
Why does he has to do this to me? Oh god, what did I do? Harry will never mean anything to me more than a friend. That is if I considered him a friend!! After everything he has done to me?!
I forgive him, I really do. But why does he has to do this? Why did he love me? WHY?

The last thing she said or thought of killed me. She forgave me. She did! But now, I guess I have just hurt her. I don't know why, to be honest, but it's very abvious that she was hurt. I was really dying because of everything she was thinking of and everything she said. Jossie is really someone who's emotional. I felt guilty because I caused her more harm and hurt. If I ever knew that this could happen, I'd shut my mouth and never say anything as stupid as this. Jossie was sobbing heavily and the worst part of it was that I can't hold her in my arms, hug her and tell her that everything will be okay!

I think it has been half an hour since Jossie closed the door and I sat opposite to her from outside. She didn't stop crying or sobbing at any moment. And as time passes I feel guiltier than ever. "WHY DIDN'T I JUST SHUT MY MOUTH AND NEVER TALKED!!??" I asked myself. I suddenly heard her deciding to head off to sleep because she was really tired. I looked at the door, put my hand on it and wished Jossie would feel how I truly feel about her.
"I know this sounds foolish and that I'm probably talking to myself. But I have to say that I am sorry for everything, Jossie. I'm sorry for every pain or harm I'd caused you. I didn't mean to! I really didn't. And I really care about you a lot. More than anything in this world. It also sounds strange, but I admired you the moment I had seen this beautiful face and eyes of yours and I knew that I must make you mine... I don't know if this is right or wrong because it feels both, but I love you, Jossie. I really do!" I said while looking at the door hoping Jossie would hear and feel the words I had just said. And then I went to my room as I knew that staying here is useless...

A\N: Hiiii guys... THIS CHAPTER IS ASDFGHJKL!!! I am currently dead because of the feeeeeeeels!!! UGH! Harry's so sweet isn't he? And why did Jossie do that? You're gonna figure everything out later ;) Just wanted to thank everyone who's reading\voting for this story!! You guys are the best!! And a BIG, MASSIVE THANK\I LOVE YOU to my bestieeeez who helped me write this chapter @Maraaaam @Man_aar and @Sarrah_xx ... And everyone listen to Christina Perri - Distance because it describes Harry's feelings :) It's on the side, Have a nice day.
-Nadineeexx