Chapter Nine.

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I'm really sorry that the last update was so short. Hopefully this one will make up for it! :)

Also, in the next few chapters, I am planning on adding two more celebrities! Yay! Hopefully you guys will like who I've picked. 

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The next couple of days were some of the lowest days I have ever been through. Linda continued to get chosen for trials and she would continue to bring nothing back. I hadn't been out of the camp since the day I done my trial and I was starting to think I was going crazy. 

Harry and Perrie were doing their best to keep my spirits up, but I just couldn't take a good amount of people in the camp.

I could feel the tension rising due to the lack of food and it was only a matter of time before someone snapped. 

I woke up that day and wanted to go home. I had started to miss my mum like crazy and honestly, I had been thinking about walking out for the past two days but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I didn't want to appear weak. 

Climbing out my bed, I made my way down to where the rest of the camp were, sharing good mornings with everyone before heading straight to the bush telegraph to vent my feelings. 

As soon as I sat down on the bench inside the small hut, the flood gates I had managed to keep at bay, opened. I wiped them away quickly and took a deep breath, looking into the little camera. 

"I don't even know why I came in here. I thought I could do it but now I'm starting to regret my decision. Some of those people down there...I don't think I could last two more weeks or however long we're stuck in here for with them." I choked, having to stop so I could wipe some more tears. I then let out a little laugh, "And I'm so hungry! I would give anything to have a proper meal." I looked down at my lap again, "That's why...if we don't get anything tonight except from rice and beans, I think I'm going to leave." 

The door to the telegraph swung open and Jack entered, pausing as he saw my tear stained face.

"Are you okay?" he asked warily, approaching me slowly as if I would flip out on him.

I said something incoherent as a reply and another round of tears came rushing from my eyes.

He rushed to my side and wrapped his arms around me, swaying me slightly. "What's wrong?" he whispered, pulling away slightly.

I shrugged, "I'm leaving. I don't want to stay here anymore."

His eyes widened, "Woah, woah. Slow down. You're leaving?"

I nodded, wiping my eyes with my arm again, "I can't stay in here! It's too much."

He shook his head, "You can't leave! You-"

The door swung open again and Danny and Harry came in laughing. Stopping when they saw that the telegraph was already occupied.

Harry's smile soon faded as he saw my tear stained face.

I pulled away from Jack and stood up, quickly pushing my way through the middle of the two of them and ran towards my bunk. 

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*Harry's POV*


"What's wrong with her?" Danny asked as we both watched Sarah's small figure run off, disappearing from sight. 

I frowned and turned to Jack, "Did she say anything?"

He stood up, "She said that she was going to leave. Nothing else." 

My frown deepened, "Leave? She can't lea...I'm going to go see if she's okay."

Without waiting for an answer, I started heading the way Sarah did. I looked around the camp, frowning when I couldn't see her anywhere. "Perrie!" I called over to where she and Alan were collecting wood for the fire.

She looked up, shielding her eyes against the sun, "Yeah?"

"Have you seen Sarah?" I asked.

She shook her head, "No! Try her bunk!"

Of course! Why didn't I think of that? I shouted a quick thanks before running up the small hill to our bunks, seeing her packing all her stuff into her backpack.

Silently, I approached her and wrapped my arms around her waist, resting my head on her shoulder. "Please don't leave." I whispered, as she froze.

 "I can't stay here..." she whimpered, dropping the shirt she was holding and turning to face me.

I wrapped my arms around her properly, giving her a hug, "You can. I know you can."

She shook her head again, "I was so stupid to think that I could actually do this! I mean ho-"

I cut her off with my hand, "Don't ever call yourself stupid. You're not" I put my hands on either side of her face "You can do this."

"I want to go home!" she cried, clutching my shirt in her hands.

I frowned and pulled away, "Why? What's going on?" 

She just continued to shake her head, "I can't do this anymore. I'm starving, I miss my mum and there is nothing that can make me change my mind."

I shushed her, resting my chin on top of her head.

"Nothing." she said quietly, making me let out a small chuckle. 

"I miss my mum too." I whispered, keeping my lips against her hair, "But you know what?"

She looked up at me, her blue irises highlighted by the redness surrounding them. 

"They'll be sitting in that tent, y'know the ones that all the families go and your mum will be wanting you to stay here. She'll be wanting you to stick it out 'till the end. She can believe you can do it and so do I." then I moved my lips to her ear so only she could hear me,  "And I'll be here with you every step of the way." 

She laced her fingers through mine, "Promise?"

I kissed her cheek lightly, "I promise." and just for effect, I held out my little finger up. 

She giggled and wrapped hers around mine. 

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Ant and Dec came shortly after I had gotten Sarah to calm down, revealing that Perrie and Micheal would be doing the trial Come Dive With Me. 

I watched as Sarah hugged Perrie tightly. I was glad she was staying. Up until now, I had been feeling as if I could have feelings for her and now, after seeing her upset, I now know that I do indeed feel something for her. 

Sarah came over and sat beside me, resting her head on my shoulder, "Thank you for changing my mind." 

I smiled down at her, "That's what I'm here for." 

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