Ok I know everyone has a box full , a closet with shit they don't want everyone else to know. It may be embarrassing ,slutty or just wrong. I've always had secrets since I was a kid and it's been all 3.
I was 7 and my Haitian conservative Christian butt figured out that sex exist more importantly how to masturbate.I ate my best friend out and I almost had sex with her brother mind you he was 10 at the time. nothing happens needless to say sex should be a conversation with your kids.
Imagine is tree on a bunk bed trying to figure out what body parts go where and how.As I grew up I felt guild doubt that I was doing something wrong it's against god. I criminalize myself I would pray the gay away anything different ,I doubted my sexuality. It was mentally excruciating for years I blamed myself.