Kinsley & Raiden: If Only She Knew

Introduction

 Hey! I'm twenty-eight-year-old Kinsley Cyon Taylor, well better known as Mrs. Morris. I'm married to attorney at law, Raiden Ahmad Morris. We've been together since we were 20 and tied the knot four years later. We have a handsome son Raiden Jr. I love that little boy more than life.

I just wished I n would've followed my first mind and named him something different. I didn't care to follow the trend of naming the kids after their father. I mean there's nothing wrong with that at all, but I just wanted his name to be different like ours. When I say that I'm not referring to my husband. I also have an identical twin and her name is Keziah. The only way to tell us apart is by our eye colors and now the difference in our appearance because I’ve gained a few pounds.

Our mom was African American and our dad was Caucasian and Dominican blessing us with the gift of odd, yet beautiful features. I inherited a mixture of both of our parent’s eye colors. If it wasn't for our eyes being different colors our parents would've never been able to tell us apart when we were younger. My left eye is brown and my right eye is grey. How that happened I would never know. People looked at me all weird when they saw me, but I eventually got use to all the funny looks. I was even hoping that I had twins with my eyes, but my son eyes are gray just like his grandpa and my sister.

I wanted more kids aiming for twins this time, but my husband had a sudden change of mind. I still want more kids though. My sister and I aren't as close as we used to be growing up, but I still love her and would do anything for her. Keziah acts very different now since we're all grown up. I really think the death of our parents four years ago bit a huge chunk out of her happiness.

The day my parents died, my whole world came to a heartbreaking halt. I couldn't eat or sleep. I cried every day and didn't want to be bothered with no one. If it wasn't for my son, I would've had a freaking mental and emotional breakdown.

Keziah sometimes alienated herself and became a little selfish. She also has a beautiful little girl whom I love to death. Amour and Raiden are the best of friends. They remind me so much of us years ago. They even look so much alike. One would think that they had the same dad. I wished the kids could've had a chance to get to know their grandparents a whole lot more. They would've loved and adored them. I buried my life behind my son, marriage and my salon. I'm the owner of Goddess Salon. I named it after my mother and used some of my dad's paintings to fill the place with his presence.

Lately all I did was spend time with my son and work to keep my mind in a positive state. My marriage used to make me happy, but it wasn't nothing like it used to be. It wasn't as fun and satisfying anymore. I barely saw my husband and when we did see each other, he claimed he was too busy or too tired to do anything. Some days we physically fought like cats and dogs more than showing love to each other.

Over the years so much had changed between us and I hated that. I didn't know what else to do to fix it so I just settled for what it turned out to be. I loved when my sister and niece were staying with us because it was like then he was more involved with the family. Raiden and I barely sleep in the same room at times. Sometimes I think he's finding his fulfillment somewhere else, but I quickly dismissed those thoughts as soon as they tried to enter my mind.

My crazy friends have this crazy feeling that my sister may envy me a little. I have to laugh at some of the outrageous things they say.  Well I think you all are tired of me talking, so I'll let you guys go read all about us for yourselves.